Tell Me How You Hate Me

Rose Key

I met up with Lavender and I told her it was something about this key my mother wrote on this note and I pretty sure it's ...  lavender responded calm down Rose I don't want you too worry I'm going to care of your right now but if this is really important to you I will do this and we will get to the bottom of this ok
I respond breathing relievedly " ok"  the key said Rose and when my family left to go look for me and Lily on the 4th day I ran into the house and I went into the abandoned attic and lavender cane with me but she called Ethan and I didn't want to get him involved I found s treasure box hidden in a box where all my mom stuff is and is abandoned I stuck the key in the lock and the strange box opened there was a note written in a different language I didn't know what to do my father is probably going to kill me this time maybe he needs to put me out of my misery maybe I can find some peace if I go to heaven or hell god knows where I'll go any place I go anywhere ! It's better than being in this hell hole why do I get treated like this i know I'm hated but how bad I just want to be love I don't even know what love is but that's not it for sure because everyone craves it I crave it it's the most romantic thing in the world and heartwarming but instead I feel heartbroken and pieces of my heart shattered everywhere with my broken dreams why do I feel so lost when I am I dont know who I am I don't even know the purpose of living anymore commuting suicide enters my mind and goes through my brain affecting my mood my life my everything Lavender responds " I think you should go home Rose and get some sleep you seem pretty worried and I don't want you to get in trouble" I respond " trust me Lavender I'm already in enough trouble but I really should get going but I'm leaving this key here and I'm going to find out some more about this " So later I snuck in my house with lily in my arms and I went straight for my rooms I tried not to make so much noise but I was breathing rapidly scared of what would happened if I got caught I couldn't believe I was back in this hell hole and I thought I was going to get away as I walk up the stairs they start creaking and I hear my father say " who's there" I quickly run up the stairs and he flicks the light switch on and I fear the most he responds " oh Rose  you're back where have you been you disobeyed me again you now" I respond with a big gulp " I was -was-was hanging with Lavender" he responds " you know what's happens to bad girls they get punished "
I respond " Father I " he grabs me and starts choking me as I try to catch my breath and I kick him in his penis and runs in my room and grabs lily and locks the door while he pounds on it I just burst in tears I'm always trying to be strong for lily and I can't I'm weak and I'm tired I'm exhausted my parents stop giving me money so I had to get a job and I'm going to move out soon as possible and I'm taking Lily with me that way she can live a better life I don't want her to be like me but I've started work much as possible after I get out of school at 3:00 I work til 3 am I've been saving my money for months so I have a good job I've been working since I was 15 I've been working at the same job and I get payed more I get payed 300$ a week so hopefully I can get a house or move away forever Someone knocks on the front door and responds "hi can I come in" it's my aunt Mia!! My father responds " why " she responds " I'm here to see my nieces " my father responds " their not here"
I walk down stairs with lily I and I respond hi -hi aunt Mia " I try not to cry but I'm just weak and tired and it feels good to hear from my family I haven't heard from my family since my mom died and my father responds " oh Rose and lily I thought you guys were gone" he gives me a evil look" I respond with " no actually we've been here the whole um— time " My aunt Mia responds " can I talk you in your room" I respond with " sure" she tells me " god you look just like your mother my have you grown" I respond " thank you so um what were you trying to tell me " she responds " oh well I don't know how to put this Rose but we just found out that you're mother wasn't in a car accident" I respond tearfully " what!" She responds " Investigators have been trying to figure this out for years there's no evidence of a car accident" I respond " so what does that mean what are you trying to tell me ?" She responds " Rose what I am a trying to tell darling is that it's possible that your mother is alive" I began to tear up a little and I wipe my eyes and I respond " after all these time you tell me that my mother is alive this is bullshit" she responds " sweetie i know I didn't wanna believe it either but how are you doing" I respond " fine I guess they treat me well as their able the abuse is worse" she responds" Rose I'm sorry but we found this note it was supposedly written by your mother last week I respond with ok and I take the letter " it just like her hand writing but it's written in some type of language she responds " anyways I'm going to get going" I respond "ok" tomorrow I'm going to call Lavendar