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Dylan
July 21, 2019, 11:32 p.m.
Quick question
What is it?
Are you gonna come back here?
Yes
I plan to work here
You don't have student loans to pay though
Yup
But I plan to work on my uncle's company
He's been recruiting me ever since
The uncle that gives you so much money every thanksgiving and Christmas? What's his company again?
Yes, he's the one! He has a farm and retail
He supplies a lot of restaurants in Vegas and LA
A retail? That's huge!
And what does he wants you to do?
Manage two of his retail stores here in Nashville
Wow!
Can you tag me along?
I don't know what job I want to be honest
Sure! I'll tell him
But don't mention it ahead
I'm still thinking about it
You know, keeping my options open
All right
Anyway, why aren't we working there now?
Because he would ask me to do the job he wants me to do right ahead!!! I don't know if I could handle that
Oh... right, I see
After grad it is
Nope
After my vacation 😌
You're too excited
I AM!
Hmm... I wonder why
It's been a long time since I went home
I miss it so much
It? Haha
I miss my friends too
Who? The one who gave you flowers?
Not just Paul
Both of them!
What's the score between you two?
Because for sure you're already done "getting to know each other". It's like you grew up with them
Right...
We were 14 then, I'm 23 now
Sucks, I'm old
Who told you we're old?
Hahaha!
So what stage are you on?
I'm not so sure
But I'm at the stage where I look forward to his calls and messages
That makes you happy?
It does 🥺
I like his good mornings and good nights
That's sweet
I don't even greet anna sometimes
Hahaha! That's fine
Sometimes I'm just wondering when will this stop
Because you know...
I can't help but think that one day he'd get tired and the greetings stops. And whenever I think that way, the more I treasure those greetings he sends me.
Why would you think he'd get tired and stop?
Because I'm replaceable
What?
My ex... he was so sweet before
Then one day it became lesser and lesser then I found out he's doing that to another girl behind my back. That moment, since then, it felt like everything I have will eventually fade and leave me the instant I lose my spark. That I'm replaceable.
Man, that sucks
It left a huge mark on you
I loved him so much
He was my first everything
That's why when all of this happened, I was completely broken that I runaway
When Mom opened up the topic about us staying here for good, I just said yes in a snap because I was so hurt. It made me think that I had nothing left to lose once I'm gone. No one would miss me because he's gone.
And now?
I was wrong
I kept on missing the two people who's been there for me all along, too. I told you, I only have little friends. And it made me realize that I don't need a lot of people
I just need a few ones who would love and understand me.
That's how I learned to appreciate all of you more
Stop it
Haha i'm sorry
But I'm telling you this once, okay?
Paul, he's not your ex
They're different people, and you told me he's been there for you all along so he must know whatever shit you went through. If he puts you in the same situation again, the he's worse. But I know that you know he'll never do that
Since we were young, a part of me feels secured whenever he's there. When things are not okay with me, he's the first one to know. But at some point, our friendship somehow fell off. There are times he wouldn't talk to me, and he's very distant. I never wondered why, because Zendejas is there.
But now, I know why.
Because he's in love with you?
Yeah...
And he's friends with your ex, right?
Yes
That must've been hard
I know :(
At the process, I'm aware I've hurt him too
And he doesn't deserve that
Right
But everything is different now
I'm sure the two of you will work out
You think so?
Of course!
I've seen how you both treat each other when he came here.
He was so fucking sweet I was nearly jealous!
Hey!
You have anna
Right and I like your friends too haha
Nope! My friends are off limits 😡
You mean Paul is off limits?
Zendejas too!
All right mom haha
