If the World Could Understand

Fourth.

   Every time I see your face, I feel a part of me tear. I'm on the verge of tears, I could feel it. I would suck it up and remove any sympathy I had for myself. It will always follow me. It would chase me like I'm playing an endless game of tag. Should I keep bringing it up? No, Pretend nothing ever happened. It's like I put up a dam to avoid the pain but it ends up overflowing anyways.
    I see your face in my dreams, it shatters me. I can feel every part left of my happiness get consumed by pain. I have to see you on an everyday basis and it hurts knowing that you convinced yourself that you did nothing wrong. Your my biggest fear, and you broke me.
   I was broken from the start but what you did to me made me suffer to extents that I can't explain. You are a big factor to my pain. Your one of the main sources and I hate you for that.