How To Remember

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Carr's POV:

   "Just leave me the fuck alone! I'm leaving because I don't have to stay here in this shit hole!" I yelled as I slammed the front door shut, but not before looking back at my mom and brother's tears; tears that seemed to weigh more than the bags on my back and that would forever stain my heart.

Sharice's POV:

   I couldn't believe my eyes. I always dreaded the day she would leave, and I knew it was inevitable. I just didn't think it would happen this way. Most parents don't understand. You can raise your kids however you want, but the paths they decide to take are all pre-determined by their personalities. Sure, you teach them good from bad and try to steer them to the right paths, but they are who they are and parents are in no possision to change this. In the end, you only play a part in your child's life. I am not a puppet master, controlling my son and daughter's every move, No, they will live their own lives and make their own choices.

Tupac's POV:

   My sister left. I don't understand why' but I don't want to. She and mom were my only family and I just lost half of it. I just wish she would come back.

   Just then, I saw mom sitting sadly, just staring off into space."Mom, when is Carr coming back," I asked my voice rising ", She is coming back, right?"

   "Don't cry honey,"she said before I even realized that I was, in fact, crying.

   "Okay", I said.

Carr's POV:

   I'm such a big jerk. How could I just leave I just leave my family like that. We didn't have anything besides each other, and now I've broken that bond. I've broken my family. No, I take that back. My father broke this family long ago, when he left us and took all he could with him. Mom was devastated. She used to be the most cheerful and beautiful women I had ever seen, but when he left, she fell apart. Following his departure was my brother's, Tupac's, birth, so luckely, he never had to deal with the same pain. Me? I'm fine, but if I ever meet him, he definately won't be.

   One moment of anger and I left them just like he left us. I'm so disgusted with myself. I don't think Mom and Tupac will ever forgive me. It seems like whatever I do next I will still be hurting them more, whether I go back or continue to walk away.

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This is my first story and I hope you like it. Tell me what you think. Comment and vote please. ♥

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