Songs

Bipolar

All the time I'm numb,
Like I'm under a glass bell filled with water,
A fish in an upside down aquarium,
But today,
Today I'm so much more,
I feel alive,
Nothing's wrong,
Damn,
Is this what it feels like to be high?
To be able to feel Alive?
I feel like I'm the king in the sky,
I feel like I'm rocking this ride,
Shit,
It's just been so long,
I forgot how not to be wrong,
But now I feel like everything is right,
Like I can go like this all night,
And I probably can,
All my nerves are tingling,
I'm on the edge and I'm mingling,
I can not contain this much energy,
I am so used to feeling only lethargy,
Is this what it feels like to not have depression?
Is this how normal people experience venture?
I hope this lasts, but I know it won't,
I'll go right back into depression,
I'll be broke,
But I don't mind, that has some perks,
I look calm and I act like I don't have fucks to give,
So to everyone saying: you'll get over it,
Today I can say: I'm getting over you.
Because there is no cure and there is no end,
But there are times which are the best,
And that is fine because they shine so bright,
They overthrow the faded years that have melted into one,
And all that will be left is this one.
This one day, these few hours,
When I was happy and knew no bounds,
When I decided what I will do,
That I'll die in revolution,
Are you like me?
Will you join me?
Will you go out in same way, too?