NOT AS BAD

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I almost forgot to write today. I feel like this journaling thing is not as bad as I thought. Mr. Jela didn't show today as well and Nana has been restless all morning. I want to ask what's going on, to be on the loop, but I feel like I don't want to know. I bumped into Janice in the morning btw. She's still not her pinky self and my throat is becoming scratchy. Do I ask? There are only two possibilities. She'll either tell me to fuck off or break down and tell me everything. I don't mind the first reaction but the second one scares me. Who said I want to be friends?

I wasn't able to go see grandmama during the weekend. My best friend Shani came for a sleepover on Friday night and stayed over the whole weekend. Matter of fact she left today in the morning after I asked her if she was ever going to her place. I love her to death but sometimes she does things....let me not do her like that. I consider myself a good person and a good friend, but when people cross the line, even my friends, I go overboard.

We've been called for a staff meeting in 10 minutes, interns included. That has never happened before. Maybe the reshuffle is really happening after all. Let me talk to you later

*Kisses*

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