I decided to go to school although Cyntia said it wouldn't make sense since it was Friday.
Cyntia is at home almost everyday, she works at home as a bookkeeper. I don't know much about that job though. Everytime she tries explaining it to me, my mind wonders off to fairytale land.
It was tempting to wear one of the clothes Cyntia got me but with my lack of courage. I stick with my large hoodie.
I stared at the school as teenagers entered the building some with there group of friends and some coupled up.
It's pretty sad that as a 17 year old, I haven't had my first kiss. It's not like I hadn't got the choice to kiss a boy. Yeah I got the choice and acted like a fool. My heart was beating fast and I was shaking, all kind of thoughts running through my mind.
What if he hates the kiss?
What if I bite him?
I can't kiss, what should I do?
Oh my gosh he's gonna laugh at me.
Is my breath stink?
What If he's just playing with you?
What if I burp or throw up? Oh my gosh yes I've been drinking.
Yes those thoughts ran through my mind and I got up and left. Everyone thought I was a lesbian. Yes he told people and people told there friends.
I sighed and got out of the car, carrying my bag with me.
I pushed past people in the hallway then I saw London and made a run for the crowded stairwell. I didn't even stop by my locker I just went straight to class.
Everything was fine, I made it all the way to lunch without no drama. I quickly walk to my usually spot to eat only to see Xavier.
Why?
Why was he there?
He turned and our eyes meet. His beautiful eyes stared into mine. His kissa-
Stop it, stop it Yasmin.
I turned quickly heading to the library.
As I was about to open the door a hand touched my shoulder. I turned around in on instant and gasped when my body collided with his. His arms held me steady drawing me closer to him. He was so close. He smelled so good.
"Yasmin" he said softly
My breathing increased he was so close. My heart throbbed really fast, I'm sure he could feel it. I just stayed there staring at his chest.
"Le-leave me alone please" I stuttered out. I was unsure about why he's talking to me right now.
Oh my gosh what if someone saw us, what will they think.
"I just wanna apologize for-"
For not being there when I needed you. Huh.
"I said leave me alone, alright" I snap at him. I was surprised at my own voice.
"I'm sorry Yasmin" said the boyfriend of London Johnson. I don't believe anyone who's close to her.
He sighed and I looked up staring into his eyes. I slowly scanned his face.
"I miss you Yasmin, I miss our friendship" he said softly not breaking eye contact.
Breathe Yasmin, breathe or you're going to pass out.
Remember you're supposed to be angry at him.
A prefect guy doesn't exist every man has plenty of flaws.
Yasmin he wasn't there when you needed him.
Life is not a fairytale and can't be a bed of roses at all times. People make mistakes and do things that they regret.
He left you and dated London. He knew what she did to you. He knows how you feel about her. You guys talked about her together, how she's a bitch and how fake she is.
I miss him too, we had so much fun together.
He left you.
"I-I miss you too" I whispered he was so close I'm sure he heard me.
Then I heard someone cleared there throat.
"Baby I've been looking everywhere for you."
Xavier backed away from me and I turned to see London glaring at me.
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