Ash's girl (Ashton Irwin fanfic)

Chapter 3: Out of it

Chapter 3: Out of it

Soon as I worked up the energy to actually leave my car, I did. Im not even sure how long I've been sitting out here for.

When I got in the house I didn't see my parents. I walked into the kitchen to get a glass of water and found Noah at the counter. "hey, wheres mom and dad?" I asked not even looking at him. "They had to take late shifts, so they'll be home late."

After getting my drink I walked back over to where Noah was and sat beside him. "hey Jam" he said making me turn my head to face him. "hm?" He leaned in close to me, making me wonder what he was doing. "whats that on your neck?" he asked. 'What?" and I looked down to see it. I cant believe how bad it looks! It's bigger than I thought, plus its all purple! He looked up at me with angry eyes "is that a hickey?!?!" he said yelling and standing up out of his chair. "Look Noah its....." but he cut me off. "No! Who the hell did that cause I will fucking kill him!" "Noah stop," I pleaded. He got up in my face, "Jamie you better tell me right now who did that to you." he said sternly pointing his finger at me. His other fist was now clenched and his face was red with anger. "Noah you don't have to.." I tried again, but failing. "Jamie you tell me right now who this dick is or I'll..." he stopped and began pacing back and forth. Obviously he seemed pretty scary right now. I put my hand on his shoulder making him stop and look at me. "Noah listen I'm fine really, but I don't want to talk about this right now." He took a deep breath showing that he was calming down. "Fine, but if I find out who it is there's no telling what I'll do."

I figured now was the best time to leave, so I went up to my room. I laid on my bed and looked up at the ceiling. 'Today could not have been crazier.'

~~~the next day~~~

This time I actually woke up to the sound of my alarm. I took a shower, since with everything that happened last night I just wanted to sleep it off. I made sure whatever I wore that it would cover up my neck since the mark was still there (along with a few smaller ones), and if anyone else noticed I would surely die of embarrassment.

I thought about yesterday... How would Ashton act today toward me? Would he talk to me or would he just ignore me like usual?

I also ended up leavening for school before I even saw Noah. When I got to school I knew I was ready for it to be over. I defiantly didn't want to be here. I also didn't want to know what would happen when I did see Ashton.

The whole day I kept pulling at my scarf to make sure my neck was always covered. I was so nervous that somebody would point it out and I wouldn't know what to do about it. Also I would notice Noah kept watching me, I don't know if he was hoping to find out about Ashton or what.

When I got to algebra I suddenly became nervous and scared. I wasn't even sure exactly why I felt like this but my stomach was going crazy. I quickly rushed into algebra and found a seat toward the front so I wouldn't be forced to look at him.

Quickly class began. I haven't even checked to see if Ashton was here or not, even though I secretly wanted to know.

About 15 minutes into class the door open and closed loudly, making everyone turn to see who it was. And of course it was Ashton. He seemed kind of out of it today, more than usual.

"Mr. Irwin you're late." The teacher said eyeing him. "Sorry sir, just a little out of it today." He said while taking his normal seat in the back. The teacher took a deep breath before continuing with the lesson.

I knew that I shouldn't turn back around towards Ashton, but it was too late. I couldn't help but look at him. He just stared at his desk for a while,before looking me dead in the eyes. I wasn't sure whether to keep looking at him and wait to see what he would do, but I turned back rather fast.

I could hear his buddies talking to him. "Hey man what's up with you today?" "I'm just busy." He replied. "With what?" "I'm thinking about some stuff." 'I wonder what it was that was bothering him.' I thought. "What about?" "Just something that happened yesterday.." He finally spoke. I knew what it was now and began coughing really bad making the while class look at me. "Ms. Ryder is everything alright?" The teacher asked me. I nodded my head trying to catch my breath. "Do you need to get a drink?" He asked still facing me. Again I nodded, and left the room.

I rushed to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. My face was a little red now from basically dying back there. Why was he thinking of that? I bet he was wondering how to avoid me since I'm such a slut and awful. I'm so embarrassed that any of that even happened.

I turned the faucet on and lowered my head before splashing some water in my face. When I looked up in the mirror again I saw Ashton standing against the wall behind me. We made eye contact before he walked over to me.

"What are you doing in here?" I asked. "That old bag asked if someone would check on you since you caused quit a scene back there." "Why did you come?" I asked standing my ground. I didn't want to act weak in front of him. "Because I wanted to make sure you were alright." I could see that he was being serious. "Oh."

I grabbed a paper towel and wiped my face, making sure to get all the water off. When I looked back at him he was smirking at me. "What?" I asked becoming a little self conscious. He kept grinning and nodded toward my neck. I looked in the mirror and saw that my scarf had came undone showing off all of my marks that he had given me the night before. I was quick to make sure to cover them back up.

After Ashton walked up to me and pulled my scarf back down, but I didn't say anything as his fingers touched my neck. "Why would you want to cover these love?" He asked before bending down and placing a light kiss there. I closed my eyes and enjoyed it, remembering everything that he had made me feel before.

Once he pulled his lips off my skin he still lingered close to me. I put my hands on his chest and pushed him back enough so I could see his face. "Ashton what are we doing?" I asked. I could tell that he wasn't expecting me to ask that based on his silence.

"I have no clue as to why yesterday happened, but I'm willing to find out." He spoke softly. I knew exactly what he meant because I felt the same way right now.

Hearing those words leave his lips, I grabbed his head and brought it down to me and pressed my lips to his. I have no idea where this confidence came from considering it's totally unlike me.

He put his arms around me and held me there as we continued to kiss. This time we weren't as heated but clearly we we still wanted the other.

Pulling apart I looked up into his now sparkling eyes, and smiled because for once I was happy. Even if I wasn't sure what any of this was or meant, I was happy.

Ashton was such a gorgeous person, and I can't believe I never really noticed till now. With his always messy hair and perfect eyes and his adorable dimples on each cheek.

With his strong arms still wrapped around me he said "we should probably get back to class." "Yeah, that would be best." I agreed.

We walked back down the hallway before we got to the door he said "Jamie, is it okay if we keep this between us?" Most girls would probably be hurt that he doesn't want the world to know what we are, even though we don't even know what we are. I smiled to assure him that I was okay with it then went into class.

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