Mia Walker has tried to turn over a new leaf...fail. She tried to change herself...fail. But now...just, being herself, being happy. Success! Her house life is terrible, arguing everyday, avoiding people, and drama! But her outside life, it surprisi...
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Mia moans quietly as Clay kisses her neck softly. She raises her hands and grips his shirt. The blonde-haired girl was trying she really was. But she felt nothing. Clay moves one hand to her pants and slowly begins to unbuckle the button of it. Mia exhales breathlessly as her heart begins to beat rapidly.
She wanted this, more than anything. She kisses Clay again as she feels his hand move to her underwear. Mia opens her mouth as he touches her cautiously. Mia closes her eyes and grips the sheets.
Clay continues to kiss her neck. Mia doesn't feel anything and she sighs with frustration. Clay notices this and separates from her. "Mia, are you okay?" He asks.
Mia opens her eyes, she knew that Clay knew something was wrong. What was the point in lying? "No..." Mia says quietly.
"I'm sorry..." She sits up and covers her face. Clay sits up, "Did I do something wrong?" He asks, nervous about the answer.
Mia shakes her head. "God, no. It's just...it's me, I...I thought I was ready but, I'm not, I mean...I just can't...feel anything and sometimes I can't breathe, I just go back to that place when I was with..." Mia stops talking and she looks down at her hands.
"John." Clay finishes it for her. Mia licks her lips and nods her head.
"Mia, we can wait. It's okay, I'm fine with--"
"Are you? I mean, I just...I don't want things to be weird, because they get...heated and I just...ruin it." Mia traces a pattern into the blanket, she looks at him with a timid look.
Clay pulls his head back. "Is that what you think? That you'll ruin things?" He asks.
Mia looks away from him. Clay shakes his head and cups her cheeks, Mia looks back at him. "No, Mia. You aren't ruining anything. Okay? I love you too much, for you to think that you're ruining anything. And I wouldn't leave for something physical." Clay explains never taking eyes off of her.
Mia searches his Ocean eyes. She bites her lip and nods her head. "Do you want to watch Lord of the Rings?" Clay questions. Mia smiles and nods her head again. "Yes, please."
"Until 1:30 in the morning?"
"YEAH BECAUSE I CAN'T FUCKING TRUST YOU!" Clay shouts.
"Just don't...don't shout at me." Ani says in a firm tone.
"You think I killed him?" He asks.
Ani inhales and shakes her head, "I don't want to." She answers.
"You think I could do something like that?" He asks. "That I could...I could kill a person? A...A human being?" Clay asks feeling betrayed by his friend.
"I..I don't know." Ani answers with uncertainty.
Clay nods his head, "Get the fuck out of here." Clay says quietly. Ani still stands there. "Go." Clay presses.
