Petals by Petals

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He loves me,

he loves me not,

He laughs sinisterly 

as he watches me rot

       Withering roses,

   Petals are being into pieces

       Tears of young girls

   Wishing real, their love fantasies

       Their dreams

   stomped on, and ruined. 

       Breaking hearts, 

            Suicidal thoughts,

   as you cry blood all for nothing.

He loves me?

He loves me not?

He looks at me disgustingly,

as he procedes to painfully 

rip my soul apart.

       No salvation,

   as I keep sinking into a black hole. 

       I feel the pressure

   squeezing my brain wanting it to explode. 

       I see skulls floating,

   the voices whispering angrily. 

       They laugh in hysterics,

   no room for false sympathy. 

Does he love me?

Does he love me not?

I keep chanting these question,

though i´m not a robot.

       The nightmares take over

   no sleep for the weak. 

       The pillows are empty

   as the mirrors scream out that i´m the freak. 

       I grip unto sanity

   it suceeds to brush me off. 

       Why do I believe these damn roses,

   will tell me if he loves me or not?

       The ghouls they just won´t leave me alone

       And cupid, the fucker, look at what he has done. 

       They mock me, they tricks on my aching being. 

       You think they care, wrong, they wanna watch as

                your emotions slowly start fading.

So does he love me?

Does he love me not?

What will my answer be,

when I finally reach the 

   last bloodied rose petal?

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