A Madman's Attempt at Writing

ALMOST DEATHNIVERSARY

It happened two years ago
Yet
I could still remember the feeling of the poison
As it crawls down my throat
"This is it"
I said to myself
"This is it"
It ends.
Tonight.
I know that
But
What if
The future changes?
What if
I find another reason to live?
What if
Another oppurtunity comes-
NO!
That is unlikely
But
What if?
I pause
I reconsider.
"SON, OPEN THE DOOR!"
I feel sleepy
Dizzy
I fall to the ground
Oh!
Is that vomit?
Disgusting.
My stomach contracts
Spouting a few more liters
I sigh.
I guess this isn't my time?
Hm
Ok then
"SON, ARE YOU OK?"
I do not speak
But little did they know
I have defeated death
Yet again