For You

Not Enough

Sitting under the sun, basking in it's rays

A light breeze blowing, blowing my worries away~

But why just a pretense of a smile on my face?

Cuz worries come back anyways, they are stubborn, they stay...

Thinking of you, I feel my eyes sting

I feel the unshed tears just at the brink.

Even the sunshine can't help me through this-

Cuz it too has someone to worry about:

The clouds that can cover it like a veil...

Wasn't I enough of a reason for you to stay?

Was it too long a time for you to wait?

Just give me a reason, a reason why you broke away,

Crumbled away like a pillar from an old fortress...

Was it just my body that was keeping you awake?

And now that you are no more interested~

You leave me at the doorstep:

The doorstep of a house where no one stays;

A door that is out of bounds for me,

The door to your heart, for me, locked away.

Oh, how I regret those days-

Days we were together, those bittersweet days.

All those regrets of mine, they seem to soar up and high:

And the clouds bring rain, leaving me to soak in the misery and pain.

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