Chapter Two

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{Daichi POV}
I nearly choked on my drink. It took a second to gather my thoughts.
Would this be a good time to confess?

Of course not! You like guys and he doesn't. You're a Faggot!

I go silent for a moment, trying to keep from crying. I can't let myself breakdown infront of my teammates. Infront of Suga. I look up at him. He has a slightly worried look on his face.

"Daichi, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked." He looked down at his drink.

"It's ok." I give him the most reassuring smile I can.

"No. It's not ok." He looked like he was about to start crying.

Did I do somthing wrong? Of course you did. He's gonna cry and it's all your fault.

Suga stables his breathing and looks up at me. "Daichi, I know you're probably in a hard place right now and I-"

He knows. He's gonna say he doesn't wanna be friends anymore.

I got up from my seat and grabbed my bag, holding back the tears as much as I can.

"Sorry Suga. I have to go." I ran out of the cafe and before I knew it, I was drowning in my own tears.

{Suga POV}
Daichi got up and left. He left. He's gone. Naomi comes rushing over.
"Suga! What happend?" She was really worried.

"I... I don't know." I was on the verge of tears.

"Today is on the house," She put her hand on my shoulder. "Go make sure his alright." She takes our things as I run out of the cafe.

I try to think of places he could've gone. I check my phone and realize it's almost time for practice. I sprint towards the gym and the team is already there.

"Suga, is everything ok?" Asked Asahi. I stand by the door panting.

"It's Daichi!" I say frantically. "I don't know where he is." Everyone looks at each other. Before I even knew what was happening, I was standing there, crying.

"Suga, whats happening?" Asked Nishinoya. "What do you mean you can't find Daichi?" I try to pull myself together.

"W-we were at the cafe, and he suddenly stormed out." I said through the tears. "It's my fault. I upset him. It's all my fault." I start sobbing and Asahi pulls me into a hug. I just start crying into his chest. The rest of the team goes out and starts looking for Daichi.

{Daichi POV}
As I blindly run from the cafe, I find myself in a small park with a large sakura tree. I sit under the falling cherry blossoms as tears fill my eyes. I sit in the park, crying, for a while before I hear someone calling my name.

"DAICHI!" I bring my knees up to my face and try to act like I don't hear anything. "DAICHI!" The calling won't stop. As footsteps grow louder, I hear someone panting. "Daichi..." I look up and see Nishinoya, exausted from running. "Daichi, what happend between you and Suga?"

My heart dropped. I swear I stopped breathing for a second. I felt tears well up inside my eyes again. I hold them back and get up.

"It was nothing." I tried not to make eye contact with Noya. "I'm just gonna go home. He probably hates me anyways." Still looking at the ground, I walk towards my house, where I plan to just end it all.

{Noya POV}
I watch as Daichi walks away. What is he talking about? I text everyone to meet me back at the gym.

I get to the gym and everyone is already there. I tell them what had happend.

"Suga, why would Daichi think you hate him?" Ask Hinata. A silence filled the air.

"I'm not sure." Suddenly, Suga had a look of terror on his face as he put his hand over his mouth. He starts hyperventilating and about to cry.
"Suga, are you ok?" I ask putting my hand on his shoulder.

"I have to go save Daichi." And he ran of in the direction of Daichis house. Confused, we all look at each other and start running after him.

{Suga POV}
Noya asks me why Daichi would think I hate him, then it hits me. I'm not stupid. I know something was up with Daichi recently. He just hasn't been himself, so when I saw him this morning, I was skeptical of his hand. I thought he wouldn't be the kind of person that does self harm, but I guess it's the ones you don't expect.

I immediately realized that I fucked up. I made him uncomfortable and now he thinks I hate him. All I can think about is if Daichi were to do it, it would be my fault and I would never be able to live with myself.

I feel the tears filling my eyes and I start hyperventilating. I feel like I'm about to pass out.

I start running as fast as I can to Daichis house. I get there and try to open the door. It's locked. I start freaking out until I remember that there's a spare key in a little pocket on the back of the rocking chair that sits right beside the door.

As I try to unlock the door, I hear Daichi yell in pain. As tears stream down my face, I run frantically through the house.

"DAICHI!!" I yell his name. No answer. The rest of the team comes rasing in behind me. I run downstairs to the spare bathroom. I try to open the door. It's also locked. I bang on the door, crying Daichis name.

Soon, the whole team is standing outside the door, calling his name, wait for a response. Asahi gets on the phone with 911 and they send over a police car and an ambulance.

The police and the medics get here and pry open the door. There on the floor laid Daichi, covered in blood and a knife in his hand. The entire team stands there in shock. I start sobbing.

"I'm assuming you boys have a relationship with Mr. Sawamura?" Asked the police officer.

"Yes," replied Asahi, trying his best to stay strong for the team. "He's the captin of our team." The officer sighs.

"Well unfortunately, only one of you can go in the am-" He was unable to finish his sentence before being inturupted by Asahi.

"Suga will go." He said, pushing me forwards infront of the officer.
"Alright then, Mr.?"

"S-Sugawara." I said. I was still in shock and still crying like crazy.

"Alright then Mr. Sugawara, I'll take you to the ambulance." He said leading me out of the basment. "The rest of you can wait at the hospital." He said before walking out of the basement, me trailing right behind him.

The medic helps me into the ambulance and we started rushing to the hospital. I grab Daichis hand and start crying again.

"I'm sorry Daichi. It's all my fault." Small tears turned into rivers stream down my face "I'm sorry." I whispered. Suddenly, I feel him grip my hand. I look down and his eyes are slightly opened.

"S-Suga" He whispered in a slightly raspy voice. "I-It's ok." He gives me a weak smile before passing out.

"He's coding!" Yells the medic. "He's lost to much blood. Go quicker!" I start full on sobbing as the ambulance speeds up.

Our Captain. Our friend. The love of my life. He's dying. Right infront of me. And it's all my fault.

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A/N
Hey lovleys♡ I'm writing this the day after writing this chapter. I just want to let you know that I'm currently sick and in bed all day, so if I'm not sleeping, eating, watching anime or reading fanfics, I'm writing my story. Why is this important? Well, I'm sorta kinda mass producing chapters rn so I'll be posting a chapter everyday for a while. I'll let you know when I go back to just randomly posting through out the week. Just thought you should know. Love you and thx for reading!♡

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