Stay With Me // DaiSuga

Chapter Four

A few days later

{Suga POV}
It had been a almost a week since Daichi was sent to the hospital. They wouldn't let anyone see him until his condition was stable, so I had to wait around until I heard any news, preferably good news.

I was sitting in class, it was the last period of the day for me, so I basically just watched the clock and took notes. Suddenly, my phone started ringing. I check my phone and my heart drops. It the hospital.

"I'm sorry Sensei, but this is really improtant." I get up from my chair and step out of the class. I answer the phone. "Hello?"

"Hi." Answers a woman on the other line. "Is this Sugawara Koushi?"

"Y-Yes." My heart is racing and my hands are shaking.

"Hi, this is Docter Kirakou from the hospital. Mr. Sawamura has woken up and has requested to see you." I feel tears of relief stream down my face.

"I'll be there as soon as possible." I end the call and just stand there for a minute. I guess I was out of class to long cause she sent out Nagisa, one of my classmates, to see if I was done. I was just standing there and she walked over to make sure I was ok.

"Yea, I'm fine." I paused for a moment. "Can you tell Katsuki-Sensei that it was an emergency and I had to leave?" She nodded her head. "If she asks, tell her that Daichi woke up. But please don't tell anyone just yet and make sure that no one hears you." Once again, she nods her head and I go running out if the school.
I get to the hospital and I'm greeted by the woman that I was on the phone with.

"You must be Mr. Sugawara?" I nod my head and bow.

"Yes Ma'am. I'm here to see Daichi." She leads me to Daichis room and she tries to make some small talk.

"You know, he's technically not allowed to have visitors right now." She started. "But he wouldn't stop asking for you." My heart skipped a beat. "The two of you must be very close." I nodded my head in agreement.

We got to his room and before opening the door, the Docter stopped me.

"His condition still isnt very stable, so please make sure he doesn't move around too much." She opens the door and Daichis laying on his bed, slightly propped up.

I run in and sit by his bed and the docter closes the door to leave us alone. I hold his hand and start crying.

"Daichi, I'm so sorry. It's all my fault. I made to think I hated you and now you're in the hospital." My words were filled with tears, guilt and regret. I hear him slighty shuffle around in his bed, then all of a sudden, I feel his warm hand cup my face.

"You did nothing wrong." I look up and see him trying to smile. "I made assumptions and it cause him to talk me into doing this to myself." I looked at him, slightly confused.

"Him?" I asked. He nods his head as he takes his hand away from my face.

"For a while, I've had this voice in my head. I didn't want anyone to know that I hurt myself, so that day in the cafe, I thought you knew and he told me that if you ever found out, you would stop being my friend. So I ran away."

I stare at him with shock. I feel the tears starting to fill my eyes. "You know I'm always here for you, no matter how hard times may be, I'll stay with you till the end of time." I see his eyes start to fill up with tears and he starts crying.

"Thanks, Suga." Seeing him like this causes me to start crying as well. We stay like this for a while, me holding his hand as we cry.

After a few minutes, we pull ourselves together and I catch him up on whats been happening. But to be honest, he didn't really miss much. After about 15 minutes, Daichi interrupts me.

"Hey, Suga?" He looks at the foot of his bed and doesn't seem to want to look at me.

"Yea, what is it?" He fiddles with his hospital bracelet than looks up at me.

"I'm sorry for making you worry so much." He said, cleary trying to hold back his tears.

{Daichi POV}
The last thing I remember is Suga sitting next to my bed, blaming himself for what I did. Then everything went dark and I could hear docters saying really bug doctor words as the pushed Suga out if the room.

The last thing I heard was Suga yelling outside the door. I couldn't understand what he was saying though.

Next thing I knew, it was Monday. I looked at the clock and it read 2:47. I really wanted to see Suga. A few minutes after I had woken up, the doctor came in.

"Ah, so you're awake I see." She said with a smile on her face. I was still pretty weak, but I could still talk.

"Can I see Suga?" I asked. The docter checked my charts.

"Sorry Mr. Sawamura. You're not to have any visitors until you're totally stable." She put the charts down and looked at me. "You should be able to see your friends by Wednesday." That wasn't good enough. I couldn't wait till Wednesday to see Suga. He needed to know that I'm sorry.

"Please Docter, at least let me see Suga." I pleaded. "He thinks that this is his fault. I just want to see him. Even if its for a few minutes." The dicter sighed and looked at me.

"Ok fine. I'll give you guys an hour. But no one else is to come until Wednesday." I nodded my head and she called Suga.

When Suga gets here, he starts apologizing. I tell him that it wasn't his fault and I ended up telling him about the voice in my head. He was super understanding about it, which made me super happy.

He told me about the stuff I had missed, but I interrupted him.

"Hey, Suga?" I was to scared to make eye contact, so I just looked at the foot of my bed.

"Yea, what is it?" I swallowed my fear and told him the only thing I could think about since I had woken up.

"I'm sorry for making you worry so much." I tried holding back the tears. Even after all that's happened, I couldn't let myself cry infront of Suga.

Suddenly, I feel warm hand touch my face and turn it towards me. I feel my face heat up as I turn slightly pink. He looks at me and gives me a warm smile.

"It's ok." He said in a soft voice. With those two words, I lost all composure and started crying. I wrapped my arms around his waist and started crying into his chest. He strokes my back, trying to comfort me before he speaks.

"Listen, I'm not stupid. I know that you try to stay strong infront of the team. But please, for my sake and theirs, don't be afraid to show your emotions. It's ok to cry and no one is going to call you weak." Suddenly, I feel weeks, maybe even months, of held back tears flow down my face. I look up at Suga, still crying.

"Thank you, Suga." I say with tears running down my face. He smiles at me then pulls me in for another hug.

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A/N
Hello my lovelys! I've been in a bit of a creative slump recently. I have writers block, music block and a bit of artists block😞 I'm not sure when I'll get the next chapter out but it'll be as soon as I'm over the slump. See you!