Trapped

Chapter 5:Anxiety Attacks

Arianna's P.O.V

Dear diary,

It's been two weeks since Bruno took me. Every day he has touched me and done things to my body and just dominated me. Nobody even came to get me... that's not a surprise. What Bruno didn't know was that my parents died and I was living off their money. I'm graduating high school this year and I'm 18 so it didn't matter to me. I just wish I would get out of this state of depression. I feel bittersweet about everything. I'm angry and upset bruno rapes me every other day but maybe I'm lucky it's Bruno Mars. I don't know what to think he has my head completely fucked up. I have these anxiety attacks ever time he tries to touch me. I just don't know what to do anymore and every time I think of running away I can't because something has made me close to him. I hate when he touched yet I'm addicted, in a drug induced state when he comes near me. Even though it hurts me when he slaps or rapes or is just mean in general I feel like I deserve it because I put myself in this situation...

My thoughts were stopped when I heard Bruno coming through the door.

"What the fuck are you writing"

"Nothing it's just a book I had"

"Let me see it"

"Please don't it belonged to my grandma" I lied

I knew that if I lied he would have left me alone if I didn't he would have read my journal and beaten me.

"Whatever just keep it away from me"

"Okay"

He walked over to and started to run my thigh.

"I'm sorry let me make it up to you"

My heart started to race my hands started shaking tears formed in my eyes as I looked at his eyes filled with lust. I really didn't want to do this I was having another anxiety attack.

Bruno didn't care he just wanted sex. He didn't care about me yet all could think about was him. The only time he was nice to me is when he wanted sex.

"Bruno..."

"Yes ?" He said as he forcefully pulled down my pants and panties.

"I don't want to do this right now I'm still sore from this morning and I-"

He cut her off and got on top of her.

"Did I ask for your consent?

I stayed silent.

" I didn't think so"

He started to leave small tiny kisses down my stomach and thighs until he finally started licking me and entering to fingers in me.

I arched my back in pleasure and tried to stop my self from moaning but couldn't.

"Bruno... ahhhhh ughhhh"

I let out sounds I didn't even know existed.

After I came he went back down and started to unbuckle he wants releasing his swollen carrot.

He shoved in me so hard I dug my nails and his back while punching him with the other and biting his shoulder.

He laughed and I realized that I wasn't hurting him at all.

"You're hurting me please stop." I begged and cried

He just went in and out harder and harder.

He finally came after what seemed like for ever and something clicked.

"Did you wear a condom"

"No why ?"

I started to burst out crying.

"I think I forgot to take my birth control pill." I trailed

He started stomping toward me and punched the crap out of me.

"If your pregnant I'm gonna kill you."

He walked away and I held my face in pain and crawled toward my bag and pulled a pregnancy test that Bruno had gotten me to make sure I kept track of if I was pregnant.

I walked to the bathroom and took the test. I waited for what seemed like forever and I picked up the test.

"I'm.....

A/N Hey loves I told you I would get a update put to you guys. So what do you think is she pregnant? Will bruno let her keep it if she is?
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