OMG...I HA♡TE YOU!

Moving On and Letting Go

I was still half asleep and my mind is still on dreamland when I felt someone slightly shakes me.

I tried to open my eyes but the brightness of the room is making it hard for me to open them.

"P'Off, wake up~" someone with a soft and sweet voice said to me.

"P'Off.... please wake up already~" the person continued.

I smiled happily but still my eyes are completely shut.

Oh God! It feels so nice to be woken up by a sweet melody like this. I just realized now how much I have been missing or longing for this kind of 'feeling'.

"P'Off~!! You just smiled! Please wake up now~" the person said then slapped me gently on my arm.

It took a few more seconds before I realized that the person waking me up is N'Gun.

I opened my eyes and stretched out a little.

"Hmmm.... Good morning, N'Gun~" I greeted happily.

"Good morning, P." he greeted back softly.

"Sorry for disturbing your sleep, I know you're still sleepy and tired 'P but we have to be at the funeral home before 7:30am and it's already 6:30am." he said shyly.

"Oh God! You're right. I'm so sorry. Let me wash up quick." I hurriedly get off the bed.

"Why don't we eat first, 'P. The food I made is already cold." Gun said.

"Awww. I'm so sorry for making your food wait. I am really not good at waking up this early." I honestly told him then as I followed him to the dining room.

He made garlic fried rice with sunny side up egg and bacon!!

"Woah~~ My favorites! You just made my day complete, N'Gun!" I said too giddy cause I just freaking feel so happy for real.

Although we were still eating in a hurry, I still made sure to let Gun see how extra happy I am enjoying the delicious food he made.

"I am not a morning person but in exchange to the food you make, I swear I can change this old habit of mine. I'd love to wake up every morning looking forward to the breakfast you will prepare." I said as I help him set aside the dishes.

"You're too much, 'P. Stop exaggerating." he said trying to make me stop complimenting him.

"I am just stating the facts. You really are a good cook." I replied back.

"I said stop it already 'P. Why don't you hurry up and take a bath now instead?" he said as he try to push me away from the sink as I attempted to help him wash the dishes.

"Let me finish these... You're the one who cooked so it's only right for me to be the one to clean up." I said but he refused to let me do it.

I ended up following his order cause in the first place he is right we are already running late. I took a quick shower then we quickly rushed over to the funeral home.

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Author's Note: Sorry I am not really familiar with how the process of burial or memorial service and the like especially how they do it in Thailand but somehow I don't want to totally skip this part to add more 'drama' so please just bear with me on this and correct me if I said or mentioned something wrong.

Every family member of P'Mae were all busy in line with the burial rites and Gun is acting normal while he was being all attentive standing beside P'Mae.

I believe he can be strong for himself and for someone he treasure the most but I cannot help my self not to think about what is going on his mind right now. I can't take away my eyes away from him even for a second thinking I might miss a sign that shows he needs me or someone to be there for him.