OMG...I HA♡TE YOU!

Moving Forward With You

Note: Please do tell me your feedback regarding my story.. I think everything I wrote is becoming more and more dramatic maybe because I am really feeling down for so long in real life as well. Anyways, I hope you are still really enjoying reading this. Thank you so much for the votes and comments.

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*At Gun's hometown - Chon Buri *

 (ps. sorry I just randomly picked Chon Buri from google, as I previously said I am not Thai and I am not well informed about their country so I would like to apologize for any incorrect or misleading information I might put into this. Thank you for understanding!)

Gun asked P'Fai to drop us off at a nearby train station instead of going directly towards his house and P'Fai did not bother to ask any further cause maybe she is just trying not to press the wrong button as well. At least, I know she somehow feel at ease that Gun let me go with him.

We are now currently waiting for the train going to Chon Buri and the travel time will still take at least more or less more than one hour.

I kept trying to just maintain a simple conversation because I can't dare ask Gun anything related to his pas. I know he don't need some encouraging words right at this moment as I can sense that he is currently feeling lighter like he is not overthinking at all.

If he just needs me today as a companion, then so be it. I still won't force him to talk if he doesn't want to talk cause I think the most important thing I need to do right now is to make him feel that he is not alone and that I am here to support him to do whatever he wants to do.

We are now currently boarded in the train heading to our destination. The view is so mesmerizing and the fresh air is very relaxing.

Oh God! It really feels good to travel! I missed enjoying the nature like this.

Gun is also enjoying the view in silence. Maybe he missed this place a lot along with all the memories he gained here.

He closed his eyes as he enjoy the cool wind brushing against his face. His pretty smile and cute dimples are nowhere to be found at this moment, but there's something in him that makes me feel that he is feeling happy and relaxed.

I didn't realize that I ended up staring at him instead of enjoying the view until Gun spoke up.

"P'Off, why are you not asking me anything?" he asked still his eyes are completely shut.

I suddenly felt a little shy cause I can guess that he felt that I have been staring at him for so long already.

"I just don't want you to feel that I am forcing you to open up to me. I can wait until you are ready to talk on your own." I answered.

"Isn't it boring and tiring to wait in silence?" he asked as he open his eyes and directly stare back at eyes. I guess he is reading my expression again so I smiled sincerely to give him assurance that I am not pretending.

 "It's not tiring at all cause the silence and the beautiful view here is actually making me feel relaxed and kind of at home. Also, believe or not, I wouldn't mind it even if we won't talk about your personal life all through out our journey here." I simply answered.

He let out a sigh.

"Thank you so much for being patient with me, P'Off. I think I have been imposing on you too much ever since the first day we've met. I feel like I have already burdened you a lot and I don't think I deserve to be treated like this cause in the first place we've just met like only a few days ago. I know shouldn't expect you to act friendly and caring to me as we are supposedly still on the getting to know your colleague phase but unknowingly I have been continuously leaning towards you ever since the first night you welcomed me in your personal space." he confessed and I just waited for him to continue cause I guess he is ready to talk at this moment.