crown

a Room and Light

There's a lot to hold on

There's a lot of shadows to cover up with darkness

There's a lot of lies to be painted over

I can't go through that room anymore,

Where roses were scattered around,

Like a lover in the middle of the night

But there was a knife in my back – someone was holding it from behind

They said, if I don't see everything, then it'll be over for me

I was tied in place; chaos displayed in front of me

The death unravels before me; I get to watch everything

My hands bruised, and my fingertips are bleeding

My eyes turned black

My throat dried as the thorn wrapped tightly around me

The princess that she told herself to was walking around the room

She's portraying herself as the angel before the devil reveal themselves

I was inside, I couldn't scream, I won't scream

I don't want to kneel before her

I don't want to submit to the devil

But oh God, I was saved;

Suddenly the door was opened, the light was shining through the room

It was my soul; he was calling up to God

he was begging for Him to save me; before I ended up killing myself

I often thought maybe I'm my own demon

but God's hand was around me, I was hugged by something for the first time

It was okay, God's with me