We were at the hospital and I was waiting until she wakes up and I'm going nowhere until she wakes up. There are so many questions in my head right now...
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It made me nervous to hear the sound of the thing that shows the heart beat rhythm my heart beat was so fast I was so focused on my thoughts I hold y/n's hand and I couldn't stop crying I was so into my thoughts that I didn't realized someone calling me
„san?sa-an?" The feeling of luck came back and I said happily „Y/N!i was so worried!"
*back to y/n* I woke up and saw San and he didn't realized that first but then I understood how painful it would be for others if I would be in this situation again he didn't stop crying Then he realized I called him he suddenly stopped crying and came back to the reality
The Doctor came „you can slowly start packaging your stuff and go back home and please don't do that anymore we can't lose a young life in this world so go home relax a bit and here's the number for people with suicidal thoughts call them before it's too late because you were near to the death"
I started packaging my stuff and because my mom need to go back because she actually was on a trip for her work
—- We arrived at my house San stayed for a while because no one was there He didn't stop asking if I need something to drink or eat i said no but the way he was worried made me fall in love more and more. We sat on the couch and I wanted something to drink but I didn't want to ask San because i can do it As soon as I stood up he stood up and said „I can bring you something you need to relax"
He brought me a water and sat down next to me He waited until I finished my water
„What was the reason?"
I said „san, look first of all I'm struggling with everything there are so many things, then hope called me selfish and than you called me a psycho even if this was supposed to be a joke everything hurts yk?" i started tearing up
*SAN POV* I started crying because I couldn't believe that, and wow I'm such an idiot... After she finished her sentence I said that I'm sorry for that and it should be a joke and I couldn't see her like that because she means something to me
„I don't know if this is a dumb question but what is this on your arms" I asked afraid
She said „it's okay it's because I always cut myself"
I said „please stop with that i don't want to see you suffering" „I wish It would be that easy"
I asked her if she wants to come with me to my house or if I could stay here because im not leaving y/n alone!
She said that I can stay here and I was relived
_______________________ this Part is a bit longer and sorry for not updating it but I don't had the time for it:/
