Those Same Blue Eyes

Chapter 10

Rachel's POV
okay that hurt. but she's right. I'm with Mia. I'm happy, i shouldn't have said anything. I looked at the time and it was almost 2 am. i shook my head "i should get going before anyone notices i'm not home" she shook her head and reached for the door handle. i grabbed her arm and made her look at me. she looked as if she was on the verge of tears. "i'm sorry for not trusting you and for destroying what we had. it was my fault." and as i said that i saw the tears start to escape her eyes. she rarely ever showed her emotions to me, even when we were dating. i used my thumb to wipe the tears. i pulled her into a hug and lightly kissed her forehead. "it's your turn for happiness" she looked up at me, slightly smiled and got out of my car. I would be lying if i said i didn't miss her. she was the love of my life and always will be.

Emily's POV
I got out of her car and didn't look back until i reached mine. that's when i broke down. i never liked showing emotions in front of people but this conversation hurt. everything about tonight hurt. she seems so happy with Mia. i don't want to ruin her happiness again for a second time. of course i am still in love with her, i always will be. but mia is her happiness now, not me. that is the bitter truth i am going to have to live with.

Rachel's POV
she didn't turn back once. did this talk mean nothing to her? she is the one who kissed me not even 10 minutes ago. fuck, i am so confused. i have mia but since i saw emily again, she's all i've been able to think about. i pulled down the dirt road and turned towards my house. this is going to be one long day.

Fifteen Minutes Later
I pulled into my parents driveway and sat in my car. my mind was going crazy. in the background "Beautiful Crazy" was playing.

Beautiful, crazy, she can't help but amaze me
The way that she dances, ain't afraid to take chances
And wears her heart on her sleeve
Yeah, she's crazy but her crazy's beautiful to me

I couldn't stop thinking about Emily as that song played. i am in deep over my head here. the song came to an end and i turned off my car to go inside. i walked upstairs to my bedroom and see mia turned towards the window. i take off my shoes and hoodie. i lay down next to her and i closed my eyes when i hear her sniffle. i pick my head up and look at her. "where did you go? you were gone awhile"
she turned towards me. my room was dark but i could tell she was staring at me. i took a deep breath, this is not a conversation i want to be having right now.