Lacking Love//Namjin FF//

9

"Thank you for understanding" Namjoon said as Jin wiped the tear that was sliding down the former's cheek with his thumb.
Jin smiled at Namjoon as Namjoon smiled back, showing his dimples that left Jin in awe.
"Let's go out, and forget about all the negativity." Jin told Namjoon as the younger nodded.
"Can you please lead me to the bathroom?" Namjoon asked the older.
Jin lead Namjoon there as he waited outside.
A few minutes later, Namjoon got out all fresh, as if nothing happened.
"Okay, I'm ready" Namjoon said as he held onto Jin's hand and took him outside.
Jin looked over at their connected hands as a faint blush appeared on his cheeks.
He shook all his thoughts away.
They walked along the side way, taking in the fresh air.
It was peaceful at that time, not many cars where around and silence was surrounding them, comfortable silence.
Namjoon slowly let go of Jin's hand.

Jin caught Namjoon staring at him, though Namjoon kept staring.
"What's wrong?" Jin asked.
"Nothing..I'm just glad that there's someone who understands.. I was judged a lot" Namjoon said.
"Namjoon, it's what friends are for" Jin said.
Namjoon felt quite a way about that word.
"Mm..I don't want you to befriend me out of pity." Namjoon said.
"Namjoonnn~" Jin said in a stern tone.
"Okay fine, let's be happy." Namjoon said.

They went to get icecream nearby.
They bought their icecreams as they headed back outside to continue walking while eating.
"So.." Namjoon started, trying to make the silence fade away.
Jin hummed in response.
They didn't know what to talk about.
"Where should we go?" Jin asked as Namjoon started thinking.
"I really love nature walks...do you wanna go somewhere peaceful?" Namjoon offered.
"Sure, there's really nice places to visit" Jin replied.
Namjoon smiled as Jin smiled back.

"Let's go by car there" Jin said as they walked over to his house.
Jin started the car as Namjoon sat in the passenger's seat.

Since it was far away, around two hours, they took the car.

Namjoon was beyond excited.

Once they arrived, Namjoon immediately took out his phone and started taking pictures of his surroundings.
It's like Namjoon's eyes were shining, he looked very happy.
"Come one Jin, let's walk around." Namjoon called the younger who was still in the car.
Jin got out and started walking with Namjoon.
They were surrounded by the mesmerizing nature, trees, gardens, etc.
Namjoon felt very relaxed there.
After walking for a while, they stopped nearby a fence.
Beneath was a garden, they were at a higher level.
As Namjoon set both his arms on the fence, he dozed off.

But Jin didn't feel good about it.
' What if he was having a seizure?' Jin thought as he slightly panicked, he didn't know how to handle it.
"Namjoon?" Jin asked in a calm tone.
"Hm?" Namjoon replied as Jin sighed in relief.
"What's wrong?" Namjoon turned to face Jin.
"Nothing.. I just thought.." Jin was telling him but was stopped.
"A seizure? Nope, it only happens suddenly. I was just thinking right now, no need to worry." Namjoon smiled at Jin as the latter nodded.

A while later, Jin started taking pictures of Namjoon, without Namjoon knowing.
He wanted to do that until Joon noticed.
Namjoon was still waking around, not paying any attention to Jin.
Jin started giggling, some pictures turned out quite cute.
He then gave up since he thought that Namjoon will never notice.
He sent the picture to Namjoon as the latter checked his phone.
He turned to Jin.
"When did you take that?" He asked as he laughed.
"Just a few seconds ago" Jin said.
They then took their first selca together.

Jin really enjoyed Namjoon's company, as well as Namjoon.
They had a great time together and wouldn't hesitate to repeat it.