Lacking Love//Namjin FF//

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Jin shut his eyes waiting for the impact, but it never happened. Someone caught him. Two strong muscular arms were wrapped around his waist. "Namjoonie~" Jin said with a baby voice, he was still drunk. Namjoon helped him stand up straight but Jin didn't let go off him. His arm was interwined with Namjoon's. Boy he's gonna regret this. "Take..me ho-me." Jin slurred trying to sound confident, a small smile  crept on Namjoon's lips, the older male looked really cute right now with his red cheeks. "O-"
"I think the f*ck not." Yoongi said coldly as he snatched Jin away from Namjoon. Namjoon looked at the older male, being taken aback. The warmth from Jin stopped, he really missed that. But he had his reasons. "I'm sorry." Namjoon whispered loud enough for Yoongi to hear. "If you're sorry then apologize properly to him..if you don't you're dead either way." Yoongi said with a glare, intimidating the younger who simply nodded in response. Yoongi held Jin firmly as he walked him home. 

Namjoon was left behind, completely regretting his every decision made. He felt horribly, guilty, and most importantly broken. He didn't avoid Jin because he wanted to, he would never want to do such thing, but he had to. He wished time would pass quickly and that they'd get back to talking together like normal.  

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Yoongi smiled when he saw his friend who was now sleeping peacefully in his bed. He hated Namjoon right now, how can someone do something like this to Seokjin. Yoongi stared at the latter sleeping, he probably looked creepy during the process.  He'd be lying if he said he didn't have a small crush on the man in front of him.

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Jin woke up with the familiar stinging headache, he rushed to the bathroom to throw up. He felt horrible, sweaty, sticky, with the scent of alcohol on his clothes. He never drank till that extent, even if drinking was normal to him. He did however feel a bit better while drinking, drinking his thoughts away. 

He puked up everything he ate the previous day as he hopped into the shower. He stripped off his clothes, warm water running down his body. He thought about his life, he thought about Namjoon. 'Did his possibly lose his feelings towards me?' 
                 or 'Did he cheat on me?!'
These thoughts came up in his head. He trusted his boyfriend, but his current actions are really suspicous.

He had ignored the calls and messages from him, which completely stopped around an hour after their fight. "He doesn't even care about me."