I was walking up and down on the beach, looking towards the sunrise thinking about all the stuff that happened in the last 2 months.
:,, You know the reason why you will work for Harper Dark?
God I hate this voice. It's from the guy who arranged the meeting with Harper a year ago. First I was super excited for the meeting because it was a job I won't get again.
,, Harper is the only one in this country who will give you the permission and also enough for your life like money and stuff. But never try to play with him! "
Yeah. You should play with Harper. He's just a criminal little guy who didn't had a other job since he left school. He's only 19 years old but still one of the most dangerous criminals in great Brittain.
,, But sometimes he's very nice and spend you some extra money if you work for him in the best way you could! "
Why is everything so damn hard for me and the other boys?
I can't go back to Harper, playing like I'm the good boy, but I've lost everything since we had to move away.
,, Hey what are you doing here in the cold?"
Andy was walking next to me and looked at me with puffy eyes. I could see that he had cried a few minutes ago.
,, I feel so bad about what I did just for money and I can't go back to make a Differenz and start again!"
I said looking to the ground. Andy grabbed my hand and looked at me with a little smile.
,, Don't worry, it's not too late to change the world Ryan. Don't worry it will be good when we make it out of here, and then everything will be change if you work for it to let it happen!"
Andy said and smiled shyly at me but I wasn't really having it.
Maybe he's right, maybe he just want to cheer me up. I don't know.
But at least it was my fault that we are stuck in here and I can't make it better
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Guys if you want to watch a series which is really good, like really really really good, then go and watch escape the night from Joey Graceffa.
Maybe I'm just in love with too many guys and I'm in too many Fandom, but I swear, for me, a German girl, it's really hard to learn English while working the whole day. I'm trying to learn faster and more words so I can still write in other directions with more words.
So at least, Joey was one of the first youtubers I watched when I was 15 years old and tried to learn English. Also he's such a inspiration for me because he's going his own way, producing stuff everyone can understand and his huskys are soooo freaking cute.
God. Okay I'm such a fan girl hehe hehe
But anyways thanks for reading this, let me know what you think about it and I'm sorry that it takes so long for this update, but I was injured on my hand. It's still not healed at all but I was trying to write this little chapter at least for 3 weeks straight.
So and now I'm going to visit Escape the Night season two ( I've watched this on summer 19 in Sweden but I need to watch it again bc I'm chaotic and don't know what happened there)
~Lele
03/08/2020
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