Eyes For Both of You (Drew Gooden x Danny Gonzalez x Kurtis Conner

Are you sure?

Although I didn't get much sleep, the few hours I did get were wonderful. I had the most amazing dream.
I was lying on the ground. The grass was long, but there was no itch. I could feel his hand on my shoulder. As I turned my head, I saw Drew lying there next to me.
It was a beautiful day. The sun was high in the bright blue sky. There were only a few stray clouds. Though I couldn't make out their shape, it felt like they were all hearts.
Drew reached to touch my face. His touch was so light and gentle. I pulled his head towards mine and embraced him as our lips locked.

I dont remember anything else but a mist of love. That feeling quickly faded as I remembered that I was all alone in my king sized bed, hugging a pillow.
I will have to wait until tomorrow to see them. The whole day I felt like a lonely college student. I still cant wrap my head around my feelings. I dont know why this suddenly happened, but it sure is happening. I know that he is a married man. A married man. I never thought that I would be gay. I really did love Laura, but now I'm thinking about Drew in the same way. Did I become gay? Will I ever be able to date a woman again?
At around 6:30 I decided to make myself some dinner. We had just got the ingredients yesterday, and I really want something spicy.
After I finished making my enchiladas with much convenience due to the perfectly measured portions and simple instructions in my Hello Fresh box, (Subtle promo) I sat down on my couch. The meal served two, so I am just going to be a hog tonight.
After I finished my dinner, I couldn't hold it back anymore. I dialled Drew so quickly I didnt even check the number. Luckily, I heard Drew's voice pick up.
"Hey Danny. What's up?"
His voice made me so happy. I cant believe that I am falling for him, but I fell hard.
''Nothing at all, honestly. I just want to know what you're up to tonight."
I took in a deep breath and closed my eyes waiting for him to say something.
"Well, I'm really busy right now; working on editing. I am really hungry though."
My stomach dropped, and I dont know why. I hate being in love.
"I already ate."
I said in an unintentionally aggressive voice. CRAP. I wanted to go to dinner with him. God, I am an idiot.
"Oh, well I better get going real soon. Amanda ordered some takeout. Was there anything you wanted to say?"
Hearing Amanda's name made me feel deeply sad. I know he will love her for the rest of his life, and if not, Kurtis. Cause hes so 'hard to resist' apparently.
"No, not really. Have a good night."
He hung up without even saying goodbye.