Eyes For Both of You (Drew Gooden x Danny Gonzalez x Kurtis Conner

He does, too

    I stared at him for a while after that. It is so hard to process all of these feelings at the same time. I know that you are meant to take love slow, but I just want to leap in right away. He broke our silence by saying, 

  "I feel like such a little school girl right now. I'm fighting over my feelings for two different boys."

 We both laughed a little.

 "I'm sorry about what he did today. I know it's not my fault but it was.. weird... behavior. It was for him a least."

 "It's fine. I didn't mind it. It just helped me confirm what I was already thinking."

It is so hard to keep a straight face when I'm talking to Drew. It is always butterflies and it makes me want to smile. Part of me wants to just scream as loud as I can, but I know that wont fix anything. He has such a cool composure it makes it seem like my feelings for him aren't mutual.

 "What were you already thinking?"

 "That I like guys. A lot. Mainly just you, though. I didn't mind Kurtis doing it, though. God, what is coming out of my mouth?"

 I began to shake as I got more and more nervous for his reaction. I really do like him. He leaned toward me, and I got scared. I thought he was going in for a kiss, but then he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight. We were just there, hugging, for about a minute. I got used to it, and I liked it.

 To my surprise, he backed out and looked me in the eyes.

 "Can I kiss you now?"

  He caught me off guard with that one. I want this to happen so bad, but I am so scared. It's just a kiss. I kissed Kurtis today. I've kissed so many people. 

 "NO- yeah. Yeah. Yeah of course. That would be cool. but like you- you know have- yeah- what? sorr-"

 He grabbed my face and kissed me before I could finish my incoherent babbling. It felt just like my dream. Maybe I am dreaming. His beauty made me forget about all my other feelings I had right then. I just know that right now, he's what I need. And right now, he's what I have. 

 I could just feel. 

I love that feeling more than I can describe- the feeling of feeling.