Eyes For Both of You (Drew Gooden x Danny Gonzalez x Kurtis Conner

So do I

 What is going on? I dont even know. So much has happened today and I cant process any of it. I sat down right next to him and hugged him
 "Is that all she said? Are you okay?"
 He tried to stop crying.
  "Sorry. This isn't like me. Being with you just makes me loose my composure. I dont know what she means, and that's all she said. I honestly deserved it. I was awful. I never did anything with her. I was always busy, and would go to bed late without even talking to her. I never-"
  I interrupted him
 "Stop doing that to yourself. It's just life. Everyone has a different way of living it. If you were my husband, I would- uh. Uhmm."
  I stuttered, very flustered. I laughed, but why? Why did I say that? God I'm an idiot. He wiped his eyes and dropped his ear to his shoulder, looking at me. I stared into his eyes until he closed them. He smiled.
"If I was your husband, life would be a lot easier."
I got excited at that comment, but then he laughed. He was joking; why did I get my hopes up?
"We have the same job, so there would be less miscommunication. You understand me more than anyone."
  His face gave off mixed signals. He was smiling, but laughing under his breath.
  "Yo that's kind of gay."
  I said under my breath. Why is that what came of my mouth? I could have said anything. Talking to him just makes me feel so weird.  To my relief, he chuckled at my statement. He lifted his head and with a huge smile on his face he responded
  "Yeah that kinda the point."
I could see in his face that he immediately regret what he just said. He bit his lip.
"Look, I really like you, Danny. My feelings have been really confusing these past few weeks. Kurtis and I had a moment last week, and I did some things I regret now. Seeing what he did to you made me so mad. I'm not sure if I was mad at him for trying to take you, or if I was worried that you would take him from me. I wanted both of you to myself. That sounds stupid and pretty petty, but that's how I feel. I just wanted you to know. Sorry for changing the mood."

(A/N) so, I will try to get them out more often, but I'm pretty sure I can promise one update per month. Hopefully more, and I'm going to do them when I want to. Hopefully you'll still read them. Have a good day.