Hatred | Minsung ❤

XVIII

My world ❤💞

Minho, want to hang out?

Im sorry baby I have
plans, my old friend
is visiting and I really
want to spend some time
with her okay, next time?

Don't try and justify
yourself, you aren't
doing anything wrong
so why bother? Right?

Yeah you have a
point, thank you so much
for understanding 💞

Love you

Love you too, I gotta go,
shes here

Okay bye have fun 💞
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Jisung's pov

I sighed, I couldnt help but feel a bit óf jealousy. To make it worse it just had to be a her. He was bisexual so it shouldnt be so sexist and I don't even know why im thinking like this.

Because im selfish. I need to stop this mindset. I sigh and get up to go take a breather outside.

While im outside I accidently run head first into another person. I gasp and we both fall to the floor, me on top.

"Oh my god im so sorry!" I gasp and help them up. Then I get a good Look at his face and gasp, hugging him tightly.

"I cant believe youre back!" I yell excitedly.

"Yah! Calm down sungie." He giggles.

Man did I miss that name. Man did I miss him. "I missed you so much Seungmin."

"I missed you too don't worry. Im sorry for running away like that, leaving our friendship behind like that. It was just.. him.." He shutters.

"Your ex?" I ask.

"Yes. Luckily I've lost feelings." He laughs, I missed this side of him.

Suddenly I remember.
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Flashback 4 years ago.

"I cant take it Jisung I am so sorry I put you through this as well."

"No Seungmin don't cry, I chose to suffer with you."

"So you have been suffering too?" The younger started to cry harder.

"No no, that's not what I meant. Yeah ivr been down but you are the one whos really hurting and I hate it. I will sacrafice everything for you." I hug him tightly.

"Thank you Jisung. Here, I want you to have this, read it when you get home. Im okay now, you should leave anyway my parents will be home soon." Seungmin had muttered.

"I'll be back tomorrow! I will see you and I will cheer you up." I had said foolishly.

"Oh if only.." Seungmin had said, I was too stupid to question those words back then.

***

I had opened my door to my parents house, we were young at the time.

I had looked at the note;

'Hey Jisung im sorry for not telling you in person, im such a cowards haha. You know, you mean the world to me and im really really greatful for all you have done for me but things change. Change is a big word. I don't like it. But I don't know any better word to use. Anyway to the point. I love you with my heart, I see you as a brother and I want to be with you by your side, to watch you find love, like I had, I want to see you find true happiness. But I guess I cant right now, I have to move on. Look it's not you, it's not me, it's not anyone other than him. He had hurt me and I cant bare to see his face. To hear his name. To feel his presssnce. It pains me. Please, don't miss me too bad. Im just going over seas. Im going to go for a bit. I'll be back don't worry. Only time will tell of course. I will miss you Jisung. Please tell Hyunjin that he can kindly go fuck himself okay? Thank you!

-much love as always, Seungmin'

And before I had known it, he was gone.