Chapter Thirteen

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Harry's POV

Dinnerr.

I'm nervous.

She is looking gorgeous, like always.

She has a long sleeve on although it's hot as hell. But I don't dare ask, i know she has her reasons.

"So how was your day?"

"Well goof I spent the entire day with you" she giggled.

"Oh yeah!" I laughed. "I forgot! So did you have fun with me?"

"Well to be honest yes!"

"That's good!" It really is for what I'm about to do.

"Um... Mia Anne Peterson, would you like to take the honor of being my girlfriend?" I did it. I did what I've been wanting to do since the day I met her.

"Is this a joke or is it real?!" She looked scared. Not what I was expecting..

"It's real, so is it a yes or no?"

"ITS A YES" she practically yelled, we got a couple glares but that was fine I got the girl I've been wanting.

Words can't even explain how happy I am right now.

She said yes and that's i all need to get through the rest of my life. She actually sees me the way I see her.

Mia's POV

OH MY GOD. We arrived home about ten minutes ago, but u can't believe he asked me out!!!

These are the times I wish I had girl friends that I can fan girl with. But nobody wants to be my friend im surprised he even likes me.

He doesn't he just feels sorry. The demons are back. My scars are fading that's probably why they are back. I try to fight against there words but I know they are true.

You know it's true.

Give up already.

Nobody likes you.

Get the fuck away he hates you.

He doesn't even want to date you.

Your probably just dreaming.

I wanna see blood.

Are you even alive? Yes.

Then prove it. Show me blood.

NOW.

MIA ANNE PETERSON DONT MAKE ME HURT YOU. You know I won't have any problem! Nobody even cares about you!

"I have to use the.. Rest room.." I lied but he wouldn't see through that lie, everyone uses the bathroom.

"Alrighty.! Don't be to long, love." Love, I won't get over that.

Now.

Okay okay I'm going!

I grab my razor. I break it, I need a new one anyways.

I rub the makeup off of my old cuts.

One cut.

Deeper.

Two cuts.

Deeper!

Three. Four. Five. Six.

DEEPER.

Seven. Eight.

It's getting blurry.

Your dying. Bout time. Your filthy whore.

All I can see is black. All I can hear is banging on the door...

Harry's POV

The sight I see in front of me is sickening. I feel like crying. The woman I love is hurting herself so badly and I had no idea. I see were she wiped off some makeup. She probably put that on so none of us would see her scars. Clever. But I wish she would've told me. I could've helped.

I feel tears threatening to pour out of my eyes, I don't fight back. I call Liam.

A few rings and he finally picks up.

"Liam.." My voice cracks and is shaken.

"What's wrong Harry?"

"Mia.. She um. Is in the hospital. Call the guys?"

"Yes of course!"

"Okay meet me at the hospital? I'll explain there?"

"Alright! Bye Haz."

"Bye Liam."

With that we hang up. I get into the ambulance with her. I hold her cold lifeless hand, and tears start coming out harder.

This is the worst day ever, other than her saying yes to me. I wonder what happened..

She was happy till we left.

I start singing hoping she can hear.

"I see your pain, tell me your problems, I'll chase them away. I'll be your lighthouse. I'll make it okay, when I see your monsters I'll stand there so brave and chase them away."

"Please wake up. I need you!" I am sure to be quiet.

We arrive at the hospital.

A/N

So I kinda like this chapter and sorry if I've confused some of yall, she hides her scars under make up, I waited till this chapter because well I thought it'd be good cx

P.s , sorry I'm a bad writer!

- Hayley

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