***2months later***
(Yanna)
Today is the funeral of my brother.
I didn't even bother putting on make up because it would be ruined immediately.
I looked in the casket and the feeling was unbearable.
My heart was aching and it was my turn to give a speech and I couldn't ebb stop crying.
"Chris was a wonderful person with big big dreams and this is the worse moment of my entire life it's like my life is pointless, I'M sure he's having a wonderful time looking down at us but I juss can't believe he's gone it was like it was yesterday I was at the club with him dancing and having a good time and I can never do that again
But he's in a better place now" I said getting down and running to August.
Ya were together now he's really sweet and the best.boyfriend anyone can ask for but he will never fill in that piece of my heat Chris took. I looked at Chris one more time and kissed his forehead.
"Rest in peace bebo" I said right before they closed the casket.
My eyes then filled up with tears again then I heard honey scream in the most piercing scream ever.
Trell and micheal had to hold her back from attacking the men who was taking the casket away.
I looked at august and he wiped my tears.
"Baby dont forget hes not gone he will always be right here" he said putting his hand over my heart.
I couldn't even say anything me and August went to my house I didn't say anything the whole car ride and I didn't say anything when we got in my house.
I juss stared at the last picture me and Chris took.
He looked so happy. So adorable.
August got in bed with me and smiled at me.
"Baby I know it hurts but do u think Chris would want u to be sitting at home sad." He said wrapping his arms around me.
"I know but August u don't get it, my heart is aching in pain right now I lost one of my bestfriends and now my brother the closest person I had August And he's gone" I said.
"I know I felt the Same way when I lost mine" he said.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and juss cried into his chest.
I got on my phone and kept calling Chris. I didn't want him to leave me.
I needed to hear his voice I needed him to tell me he wasn't gone but he can't because he is gone.
(Micheal)
Me Cassie and mikahh got in the house.
I didn't feel like doing anything at all.
I lost my brother and my bestfriend. Not to mention I lost someone like a sister to me I didn't have one care in the world.
"Baby c'mon at least eat" Cassie said.
She was 8 months pregnant now and I felt bad because I haven't been there for her.
It was like I couldn't even think I felt lifeless and the only person that could help me was yanna.
After cassie and mikahh went to bed I called her.
"Hello" she said I could tell she had been crying to.
"Yanna can we please talk I need help" I said.
It was a long awkward pause before she answered me.
"Yea meet me at Starbucks by chr-honey's house" she said she almost said chris but stopped herself.
"Yea ite" i said then i hung up i put on my adidas hoodie and left
I pulled up to starbucks and yanna was sitting outside at the tables drinking a frappe she had another one next to hers.
"Hey" i said sitting down.
"Hey I got u a frappe" she said softly.
"Thanks, I feel horrible yanna" I said.
"Me too my whole life came crashing down when I seen him in that casket" she said looking down.
I couldn't even say anything because she took the words out my mouth.
"I'm sorry Micheal" she said
"For what" I said.
"How I came into ur life and juss built something up with u juss to break it down" she said.
"U know I'M not mad yanna I miss u alot but Im not mad at u we still Spend time with mikahh together and right about now that's all I need" I said.
"I love u Micheal" she said
"I love u too" I said.
"How's u and August" I said.
"Perfect he's my everything" she said smiling a little.
"How about u and Cassie" she added.
"Oh um great" I said.
It kinda broke my heart to hear that someone else had her happy and she looked more happy than she was with me I could tell they were juss brought together by destiny.
"Can I ask u something" I questioned her.
"Yea go ahead"she said.
"Do u ever think about king" I said king is what we named our baby that past away Even though he was never born we named him and we put a big jar of baby items and put kings name on them and dropped them into the bahamas oceans.
"All the time" she said.
"I thought I was the only one" I said and deep down inside me I wanted to still be with yanna because I forgot about everything that happened this last year and my attention was all on her I didn't fill any pain I felt my heart beating fast and love because I am truly still in love with Yanna nicole Torres.
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