(Mikahh)
"I hate u.!!!" I screamed at hakeem.
He cheated.
I hate him for it because my heart is broken and Fucked up.
"Mikahh baby I'M sorry.!" He yelled.
"Sorry isn't a fuckn word" I said running out of his house.
I'M so tired of hearing the word sorry it's obvious that he doesn't mean it I'M done.
"Hey dad can u come pick me up" I said into the phone.
"Where u at" he said.
I didn't wanna tell him what happen or that I was even with hakeem today.
"Starbucks by grandma's house" I said my voice was cracking I was trying so hard to hide my feelings.
"Yea Be there in 5" he said.
Then I hung up and walked to the McDonald's and waited outside for my dad to come.
When he came i jumped in the car and put my headphones I didn't even wanna talk.
Drinking and driving by jhene aiko was playing I wanted to cry but I tried to keep I'M it In.
My dad took out one of my headphones.
"What's wrong Babydoll" he said.
"Nothin" I said trying not to look at him.
"C'mon tell me" he said.
"U really wanna know" I said.
He nodded.
Then I burst into tears.
"Dad me n hakeem started dating and he cheated on Me with this stupid girl" I said.
"Baby he's older than u, sometimes boys need ..u know He always will be with u tho when ya mom was pregnant wit u what u think I did.? I still came home to her and I didn't have no heart for no one else but ya mom" he said.
"But it hurts dad u don't get it" I said.
"Trust me I get it,When it mom left me for August I felt the Same exact way, broken and to this day I still regret getting cassie pregnant but if I didn't I woulda never had miearra and u wouldn't of had a sister,everything happens for a reason" He said.
"Yea Isn't Dominique having a boy" I asked.
"Yea my second boy" he said.
"Second.?" I was confused.
"Yea second u had a brother named king and he passed away Way before u even existed" he said.
I didn't even say anything back I felt hurt but then again I felt peaceful he's in a better place and I know this may sound wrong but When jr dies I'M going to be broken but happy he doesn't have to suffer anymore no more pain for my baby brother.
Because enoughs enough.
(August)
I was sitting on the porch Feeling juss down I don't know why.
"Baby come eat" yanna said coming out the house.
"I'M good" I said.
"What's wrong boo" she said kissing my forehead.
"Nothin I juss feel out of it u know" I said.
"Cone watch a movie with me plz" she said chessin hard.
I chuckled followed her upstairs.
20 minutes into the movie yanna fell asleep.
I laughed and kissed her forehead.
"I love u so much August" she said laying on my chest.
"I love u more yanna" I said.
After that I fell asleep to.
This girl was made for me.
