WARNING! Drug abuse, getting abused, anxiety, and depression will be mentioned in this part of the story. Read at your OWN risk. If anyone feels uncomfortable, please tell me!! I will make sure I edit and change the plot!
----------------------------------------------------Your father had gotten worse over the years. He had now been drinking alcohol as if it were water. His abusing habits had became more and more harmful to the point where it's almost life threatening; you were glad you had no siblings.
With no doubt, your father had been blaming you for your mother's death. Sadly, you had too.
He was now corrupted with the thought that all children carry illnesses and diseases.
You had almost fallen into depression twice, even cutting yourself just letting yourself know how much everyone hated you and how you deserved it.
It had helped your thirst for forgiveness. It had made you think you were once finally doing something right.
Everyday, you were forced to practice even harder than the last. As exhausting as it was, it also brought you pain. It's not as if you liked it, but it helped you feel something rather than nothing.
You look at yourself in the mirror each day, noticing the gleam in your eyes now had dimmed. Bags were evident on your not-so-pretty face. Instead of the pure smiles you had given to each and everyone as you were a child, you began giving everyone Stern and rude looks.
Your anxiety had gotten much worse. You were so nervous about what others would think about you so you stayed in your room if you weren't training. All you wanted was for someone to help and possibly love you.
You wanted to experience the kind gestures others gave as to showing their affection.
But with that devil in this house, there would be no chance of that happening.
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Timeskip: A year later
(A/N) / This is making me feel guilty because I know very well that depression, drug abuse, getting abused and anxiety is no joke. If anyone feels uncomfortable let me know and I will change the plot. Thank you. /
