I haven't found that person
The person that i can tell
That i'm not fine
The one i can trust
To tell
Everything to
Sometimes
I really just wanna find a stranger
That will cry with me in the rain
That will not know anything about me and let me cry on their shoulder
And not tell me everything is ok
Because it's not ok
Nothing is
And ever will be
I can't find that person
Because to everyone
If i don't smile
I am sad
If i am sad
I am depressed
And everytime someone asks
If i'm ok
My answer is always
I don't know
Because I can't find a person
That cares enough to see me weak
Everytime i show i have any type of emotion
All my friends ask where "the real me" went
They think that I'm cold and don't have feelings
That's what I show them
And that's what they're fine seeing
Never once have they asked
Really really asked the question
That if I was ok
I don't have that person
That I know won't break or tell anyone
I don't have a person
That I can trust to tell them how I feel about everything
About how I don't feel like i'm enough
About how I am self conscious about everything and don't show it
About how I hate myself
But no one asks
And I don't wanna burden them with my load of bs
But I have never met
Anyone like me
That pretends to be fine
All the time
That they are so freaking sick of it
That they keep doing it
They are breaking inside wanting to just sit in a corner and cry
But they can't
I can't
Because no one will understand
Telling my problems to a stranger or a friend have no difference
They will have the same reaction
They won't care
And I am still here
Pretending my way through high school
Like nothing is wrong
Because I don't even know if something is
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I am having an off day today
stay weird
Jbird
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