What are they
They just confuse everyone
They add unneeded conflict to our lives
To know emotions you need empathy
To have empathy you need to sympathy
Both things I lack... a lot of
I don't know how to explain anything in my head
I just think of it, push it back into the depths of my screwed up mind
And move on to another thought
I don't know how to explain the emotions in my head
But, then again, to know what they are I need to know what I am feeling
Anger?
Sadness?
Pain?
Confusion?
Nothing?
I can't think of other people until I get the shit in my mind sorted
which won't happen soon
My brain has too many jumbled thoughts to actually know what is going on
Sadly I don't think I am anywhere close to figuring out my mind and the shit in it
Hopefully, maybe, I can get rid of all the toxic things people have told me and move on
But to do that... I have to forget the demeaning words people think represent me
But this one simple question always comes to mind
Why do I care?
Why do I care what they think
Why do I let their words rule over how I think of myself.
I can be who I want to be
But...
To be able to represent myself
I need to know emotions
To know what it's like to feel.
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I am writing most of this fairly close together
as in all in one day.
that's because right now I only have one person reading these and I think it's my friend so yeah idk I am just writing now so that if someone does stumbles and falls DEEP into hell and finds this they will have a lot of different types of small story like things to read at once and MAYBE will add this too their library or one of their reading lists. idk just I would like it if someone would see my view on life
anyway,
stay weird
Jbird
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