I take my apron off, sliding the workers door open, entering the dressing room. I slide my back through the door, sitting on the ground, hiding my eyes behind my hands as I feel the crying becoming sobs.
Three months. It's been exactly three months since I don't see his angelic smile. Or hear his precious laugh. Or see his beautiful eyes. At any other day, I would be rushing out of work to go home and shower to visit him. But I didn't want to go. For the first time in this three months it seemed too painful to see him. I just wanted everything to go away. Every emotion. Every feeling.
I rub my eyes, wetting my fingers, and grab my phone from my pocket, seeing six mixed calls from Noemi and nineteen from Chris.
"I can't anymore"
As I'm putting my phone away from texting Samantha, another call from Chris comes in. I put the phone against my ear and clear my throath, muffling my crying voice.
"Angel?! Angel!"
"Yeah"
"He woke up! Zab woke up! He's awake!"
My breathing stops and the sobs start to kick in again as I instantly get up, grabbing all my things storming out of the coffee shop.
"I'm coming."
I say in between my irregular breathing and I hear Chris snort.
"Did you just leave work? Go home and take a shower, you know they won't let you in now."
I cross the street, walking fastly to my house, letting the tears fall down as the wind hit my face.
I take a shower, washing my hair, and put on his black sweatpants, a white hoodie and the white Nike's he gifted me. I quickly put my rings on my fingers and grab a banana, putting my hoodie over my wet hair and getting out of the door. As soon as I lock the door, I hear a car honk and look back to see the car parked and Noemi getting out of the passenger seat, running in my direction.
As soon as her arms embrace me, the tears blurred my vision and I close my eyes shut hearing her sobs.
-Did you see him already? - I manage to whisper in between my irregular breathing and she breaks the hug, smiling like a kid and nodding. I smile wiping my tears with my sleeve and she continues. - I was with him until a few minutes ago. He wanted to be alone for a bit so we thought we could come get you.
-Thank you. - I say as the tears filled my eyes again and I feel her warm embrace around me again.
I hug Chris and Richard the tighter I could and sit on the hospital chairs, impatiently waiting for my time to finally see him. I get up quickly, seeing the nurse smiling at me.
-How are you feeling? - He asks with a grin on his face and I snort looking down.
-Im going to ask for a huge favor. - I say straight up and he smiles.
-I didn't expect anything less from you. - I snort before speaking.
-My friend and I still didn't got the chance to see him but his parents got in the room to give him some proper food. Can you please pretend you didn't see both of us coming in?
-Two visitors at a time, Angel...
-I know. - I say looking down and he slowly walks to his room door. I follow his lead and he opens the door looking straight.
-I didn't see anything. - He says and I almost hug him right there. I move my head quickly and Chris gets up, getting the message. He walks into the room and I get inside closing the door behind me.
I look at the stretch and Zabdiel's sparkling eyes met mine. The tears blurred my eyes and my knees dropped to the floor, as I burried my face on my hands and the sobs kicked in.
-Baby stop, I can't get up to hug you.
My sobs got louder as my body started to shake and my breathing almost stopped hearing the most beautiful voice I've ever heard in my life speaking after three months of silence.
I wipe my eyes and look up, seeing his perfect lips pouting and his eyebrows frowning as he sit with his legs slightly open. I run to his stretcher hugging his torso and he moans slightly making me back off instantly.
-Im sorry, I'm sorry. - I say panicking and he smiles opening his arms, pulling my body towards his and hugging me tightly.
The tears start to fall down my eyes again as I feel his arms holding me against his body.
-Its okay. - He whispers on my ear, making shivers run down my spine. I break the hug, cupping his face with both my hands and he snorts. -Im okay, I promise, don't slap me.
-Shut up. - I hug him again, trying to hold the tears in my eyes and he laughs.
-We're gonna give you guys a minute. - Noemi says and smiles, leaving the room.
-But Chris just-
-Its okay baby. - Chris cuts me off, winking and leaving the room.
-I... - I try to form a sentence and Zabdiel smiles closing his eyes and leaning back on the stretcher.
-You don't have to speak baby. - I look at him and feel my eyes water.
-Can you speak then? - I ask wiping the tear that dared to fall down my face and he opens his eyes, looking at me with a little grin playing on his lips. -Im sorry, you must be really tired, you should get some rest. - I say looking down and feel his hand on my cheek.
-Ive rested for three months, Angel. - I look down immediately trying not to cry and he snorts. - Baby I'm sorry, I didn't mean it that way. - He rubs his thumb on my cheek, sliding it through my lips, making me breathe heavily. -A kiss would be really nice.
-Yeah.
A whisper slips off my lips before I grab the back of his neck, pulling his face to mine. He smiles and bites my bottom lip before entering his tongue into my mouth. His left hand moves from the back of my neck up, wrapping my hair in between his fingers. I moan in his lips and he smiles, biting my lip, leaning back into the stretcher.
I hear a giggle and look at Zabdiel. - You look like you've seen a ghost. - I snort realising I just stood there with my mouth slightly open looking at the wall.
-Im sorry. I...
-Yeah? You can tell me anything.
-Are you okay? - I ask looking deeply into his eyes and he looks down before nodding.
-I am now. It was terrifying but it got better when you were here. - I look at him still processing the information and he snorts. - I need to tell you something. - He says and pats the empty space in the stretcher.
-I can't. - I whisper and he rolls his eyes. I breathe heavily before getting up and laying by his side. I hug his torso and lean my head on his chest, sliding my leg between his. A huge urge to cry kicks in as I realise this is real. He was okay.
-Angel? - He whispers.
-Yeah.
-I love you too.
I look up at him, seeing his watery eyes and my mouth slightly opens, not knowing what the hell was happening.
-I heard every single word you spoke, every single time you singed to me crying, every single time you told me you love me. I love you back. I always have.
-Please don't ever leave me again.
-I won't. I promise.
Hey angels, I'm really insecure about this chapter, I'm not sure if this is good or not, but I hope you like it. Sorry for the long waiting. And if you don't like it, be critical on the comments, I think I need some inspiration.
Love and appreciate you all 🖤
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