JUMP ( ShinKami )

{Suicidal}(1)

WARNING!! THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER INCLUDES:
abuse
R*pe
Alcohol
Language

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S.H. Journal entry #67+   ×/×/××    10:57

I know its silly for me to write here again, i thought i wouldn't do it again yet here we are. I told you about that boy remember? Kaminari Denki, the energetic guy which i found cute he's so depressed and i have yet to find out why its just so uhm how do i put it? So weird the unexpected! Shit this is getting hard a boy like him should be happy not miserable! Ugh i want my new "friend" to not suffer. My feelings for him are nothing to me at this point it pain me to see him like this anyway see you later i guess...

- P.S how am i gonna tell him!?
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That same day Shinsou had texted Denki trying to cheer him up like always, it was more of a routine at this point like this was his only purpose now. Making sure he didn't die was a hard task don't get him wrong he began to like the boy a LOT but he didn't know that yet.

As the purple haired boy walked down the halls of the school he noticed Kaminari sobbing, he ran to him like usual but something else was wrong it wasn't just a panic attack. Denki had been jumped from what he could tell.
"Denki, what happened?"the blonde looked up "n-nothing happened i promise" Denki fell into a state of hypnosis "Tell me what happened" Denki began to explain and Shinsou flicked his head "Alright Denks lets get going i can tell its gonna be a long day"

"Mhm... Im surprised you know?" Shinsou looked down at the blonde before questioning "Why's that?" He heard a giggle "W-well...I never thought we would be friends, i cant help but feel weird about it!" Denki felt a hand on top of his head before looking at Shinsou who had a smile on his face."Well you big dummy, I always thought you were kinda cool" Denki blushed hearing those words. "S-shut up...im not cool at all im a wimp. I feel like im some freak!" Shinsou grabbed Denki and began to walk out the building to the place they would skip class in and end up having conversations.

"Shin, why are we here?" Denki began to panic "You listen to me Denks! Im sick and tired of you saying this about yourself" Shinsou put his hands on his shoulders before pinning him down to the grass. "W-what do you mean? Are you gonna hurt m-me?" Denki began to get scared "Why would i do that Denks? Cant you see i care for you? I-I want you to be happy is that too much to ask for? We have been friend for a few months now...yet you don't open up to me. Please Denks tell me why you hate yourself" Shinsou rambled on telling Denki that he cared and such moving the bot to tears. "S-Shin why would you say that? Im not special! Im a dumbass im useless! My parents hate me and so does everybody else! I never asked to be abused at home or at sch-" Denki covered his mouth, he had said too much to the point where he was sobbing. "I said too much...S-Shin? What are you doing?"

Shinsou's body was moving on it's own, he had pulled Kaminari into a tight hug. It so happened to feel like Denki was in heaven. Shinsou then did the unimaginable as he began to put his head into the boy's neck "S-shin?" He was soon shut up by a pair of lips on his. It was warm the blonde beginning to kiss back but quickly falling under Shinsou's dominance. As they pulled away Shinsou entered into panic mode "A-Ah! Im sorry!! I should uh... I gotta uh... WaLk mY fIsH-"He sprinted away leaving Denki alone in tears. "H-he kissed me?!" He stood up and went to the bathroom.

In the empty stall he had settled upon he began to think... He had kissed him, Shinsou had kissed him- oh my god he was GaY- he began trying to calm down spamming Shin in the process this felt so surreal for him.

Later that day after school
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63+messages
Denks: Shin!
Denks:answer me come on
Denks: please i wanna talk-
Denks: just a minute?
Denks:...
Denks: are you mad at me?

Why would be mad? :Shin
And really Denks? 69 messages?:Shin

Denks: that was unplanned, but can i please call you ot could we meet up i just uhm have questions...

Yeah, let me dial you real quick:Shin

Incoming call!
Shin💜
Accept       Decline

"Hey denks..." Denki heard a tired voice coming from the other line,"h-hey Shin uhm... Why did you do that earlier?"the call went silent "i uhm honestly dont know... It just happened and i happened to feel so comfortable with it shit im rambling-" Denki interrupted with a giggle "what do you mean? I think its cute..." "Hold on let me uhm do something..." Denki hummed and Shinsou stepped away from his phone before screaming, denki hearing it all despite his distance" HOlY aLl MigHt! STRIKE ME DOWN ALREADY!... Im back sorry about that" Denki laughed " you're good Shin! So are we gonna meet up?" "Yeah uhm, wanna go to the mall? Or maybe stop to see a movie, ice cream?"

"They all sound like good ideas, why not do all of them?" Shinsou hummed and they kept talking "Okay ill see you there then! Bye shinsou!" "Hey Denks? Before you go...uhm LoVE YOU SEE YOU TOMORRO-" Denki fell silent, tears streaming down his face, he felt overwhelmed and looked up at his door.

A knock was then heard, "Denki open the door, i want to ask you something" The blonde proceeds to do so, His father was at the door "who was that you were talking with?" Denki got nervous "my friend from school he asked me about the h-homework..." His father tapped his foot "is that so? Then why the FUCK DID HE SAY THAT? I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU-" denki began to sob "that you wouldn't have a gay son..."

"It seems you have the hang of it... If you really wanna be gay then you would have handled it that way..." The door creaked as it shut closed.
Denki's body layed on the floor with bruises and red marks all over his body as much as he hated his father he let it happen... He was r*ped by his father again. He says all this stuff about hating gays yet he rapes his own son what kind of logic is that? Soon his mother walked in throwing a bottle of wine towards him missing completely but he flinched out of his fears "Get up you lazy sack of shit! Get me more wine!"He changed his body limping as he got his mother what she desired "i hate my life..." That happy U.A life? Never heard of that... This is my life the one where i want to jump and simply die