A Thin Line Between Love And Hate

Taking Things Slow

I just smiled in said ," lol I don't want to get yo lil self on hard " he pushed my shoulder in said ma lil I can show you better than I can tell you I said I'm good rolling my eyes in smirking at him we chilled in just listened to the music then he asked did I smoke weed I never in my life did my ma was a crack head I didn't want to end up like her . I replied ,nawl I'm good that's all my ma was good at . I understand ma I want even smoke it while you around . Good I hate that smell He Grabbed Me Laying my head on his chest I thought to myself if he don't stop grabbing me Caroline gonna be having a gran child I pulled out my phone in got on Facebook Ma I didn't know you had a Facebook He Grabbed My Phone In Added His Self As My Friend how you knew I wanted you to be my friend who wouldn't ? He Chuckled Lol Boy Don't Get It Twisted Just Because You Cute Don't Mean A Thing Apparently It Does You Laying Next To Me Right ? Alright Then

A Month Later
Me and Antwan Been Dating For A Month Now 8.13.14 You Can't Tell Me & My Bae Nothing He Walked Me To My Locker In Class Everyday One Day Candy The Hoe I Still Be Mean Mugging Walked Pass Us In Winked At Antwan I Walked Behind Her Finna Snatch Her Head To The Floor Sarah Stopped Me Girl Wtf Is You Doing You Gonna Get Suspended Over Some Nasty Hoe ? You Gotta Do Better Brush That Shit Off Don't Let These Hoes Get To You She Obviously Jealous Make Her Mad Not Let Her Make You Mad . I Gave Her A Hug You Right Man This Hoe Wasn't Ready No Way I Can't Fuck up my ugg boots across her stank self . Antwan grabbed me in said , bae don't let them hoes get to you who want candy ? She can't even find her baby daddy come one before we be late for class .
We Entered The Class Room Ms.Green Approached Us With A GoodMorningg & A Wave We Took Our Seats Today We Where Learning About Chemistry I Had Knew So Much Already Me & Ms Caroline Studied A lot Before School Started Ms. Green Called On Antwan To Ask A Question. Didn't even take a second Antwan already knew the answer and he answered it he winked at me
20 mins later *Bell Rings* Ms Green Tells Us To Go Home In Study Like We Where Really Going To Study Antwan Asked For Me To Catch The Bus To His House So I Texted Caroline in asked her could I help Sarah with chemistry she replied in said yes dear come home soon . we got onto the bus Antwan was the first stop I didn't know candy stank self rode the bus she mean mugged with an attitude I winked at her in happily walked off the bus with my Bae as if we where married . Antwan unlocked the door his mom was in the kitchen cooking some shrimp Alfredo

My favorite I never met his mom she turned around in smiled in said Antwan she's cute I smiled in said thank you we walked into his room in Layed down . he wanted to take our first picture so we took one cuddling updated it on Twitter my caption was everything
" Fix Yo Face This just The Beginning 😈💑"
We Already Had 15 Likes in 1 Minute I Scrolled Through The Likes in Came upon Candy Name Silly Hoe Tryed To Be Funny. Antwan Pressed The Power Button On My Phone To Get My Attention He Kissed My Lips Antwan lips just sexy as hell we started tongue kissing his ma knocked on the door lil man the food done we sat at the table she said hunny I hope you like shrimp Alfredo I smiled in said yes ma'am it's my favorite I started eating I Tyred to act cute when I ate didn't want them thinking I eat like a boy me and Antwan finished our plates in walked in the door back to what we was doing . Antwan Ma Yelled in said lil man I'll be back in a hour he looked at me in smirked a lot of sexual thoughts went through my head at the moment **Things Gets Nasty 😂💕 **
He Started Kissing Me in reached for my pants I was all into the moment I didn't notice him sliding my pants off I was still a virgin I Wasn't Plan On loosing it so easily in fast he began to pull of my shirt and slowly took off my bra my panties where wet as he threw them on the floor he pulled out a condom from his sock in put it on he put it inside me in I gasped loud all I felt was pain it started to feel good all you heard was me moaning in him stroking it "Antwan" I said his a name rapidly we went on for 20 minutes then we stopped I was worn out in tired I feel asleep in his bed he woke me up at 9:00 just in time before Caroline was about to worry I texted her in told her I was omw Antwan gave me 2$ to catch the bus he looked at me smiling in a sexual way gave me a kiss goodbye I got on the bus the old man sure can drive fast to be old we where in front of my house in just 5minutes I was sore not wanting Caroline to know I tryed to play it off I walked up to my room in fell on the bed my legs were weak but I enjoyed myself tonight .
Phone rings Antwan😍💙✊🔑💦 Name Appeared I Answered It He Said Cute Wassup Lil Ma How Yo Legs Feeling I Laughed In Said Good Bae. aha you enjoyed yourself today cause I know I did . screaming excitedly in my head I said yes can I enjoy myself again like that Friday ?

Friday : I caught the bus to Antwan house I already told Caroline I was staying the night at Sarah's place Antwan mom was gone a business trip in Miami that made me even more Happy The House To Ourself's We Walked Into The Bathroom In Took 5 Selfies He sat my phone on the bed in closed the bathroom door he sat me onto the sink in began kissing on my stomach until he reached my chin I took my clothes off he took his off leaving us both naked he picked me up in Layed me across his bed he started to eat me out 👅💧 my legs started shacking while I grabbed his hair in slowly whispered stop , stop Antwan . he picked me up in put it in when you saying I was yelling like I was being raped I did Antwan I yelled In moaned as he repeatedly in rapidly stroked it inside me he changed positions we eventually stopped after going on for an hour my legs trembling as I was laying down I could fill him still inside me . I curled up tyrna go to sleep Antwan kept teasing me about how I yelled his name I pushed him smirking Antwan said dang ma it felt that good ? I Couldn't even responded I just blushed hard as hell in turned my head in we both feel asleep .