A Thin Line Between Love And Hate

Rude Awakening

A Loud Sound Happened outside of the apartment door me and Antwan rushed in opened the door never in my life I thought I'd see my ma dukes again she was half dress drunk in weed hit our nose as soon you opened the door she was tyrna throw empty bottles at this man I stopped her in said ma is that you she turned around in looked at me in said yeah what do you want ? I said are you okay she said with attitude yeah I been good with you here with me or not ain't nobody tell you to leave that house a tear rolled down my cheek she began to walk down the stairs with only one shoe one I haven't never seen her look this bad she insane . Antwan looked at me with water in his eye he sat me down in his bed room in held me tightly whispering in my ear I'm sorry lil ma tears began to burst out . one thing Ms. Caroline Always Told Me Was Don't Let Your Past Determine Your Future So I walked in The Bathroom In Cleaned My Face Off Trying To Smile As If Nothing Happened . Hour Later Antwan Told Me To Get Dress I Threw On My Black in Gold Mk Sandals Skinny Jeans Black Mk Shirt With A Gold Symbol & My Juicy Couture Hand Bag. Antwan Looked at Me In Glanced Dang Ma I ain't Never Seen a sexy African American Chicago girl like you what's your name I started to flip my hair in said you right me either well I ain't never seen a sexy dark skin like you Antwan was cute he had on his Louis Viton Shirt Regular Jeans With Some All White Forces Looking Like A Hershey Bae where we going I said smiling he said to Heat The Club On 324 Blvd the little teen club , well good I need to clear my mind cause what just happened got me heated . Antwan called his home boy up he pulled up in this Black Fresh Ass BMW Apparently His Homebody Vontay Had Been My Friend Boyfriend Sarah She Was In The Front Seat I Yelled Hey Bae We Did Our Lil Hand Shake Then Me And Antwan Jumped In The Car Vontay Car Ride Fast As Hell I Whispered To Myself We Then Got Out The Car Me Tyrna Walk Cute Entering The Club Antwan Paid My Way In We Sat In The V.I.P Section Some Lady Offered Us A Lemonade Margarita Great I Said Exactly My Momma Problem Drinking To Much Antwan Looked At Me in Said your nothing like her just have fun for tonight forget all about her . I Took 10 Sips I Was Getting Turnt Me And Sarah Song Came on
Nicki Minaj - Anaconda 💕
We ran to the dance floor Sarah can't twerk but we danced on each other some boy walked up tyrna slap my ass Antwan came up finna check him dude didn't even want beef with Bae he walked off embarrassed the rest of the time the club was still open we just drunk in listened to the music . Acting Silly
Later
We Walked In His Bedroom Exhausted In More Turnt Then Ever I Was Acting Crazy Bae Started Taking Photos Of Us I Layed Down While He Brung Me A Bowl Of Cereal I Was So Drunk The Milk Kept Wasting On Me I Just Sat The Bowl Down In Reached For My Bag I Then Pulled Out My Night Clothes A Long Miami Heat Tee Shirt along with my Boy Shorts Antwan gave me a rag in a towel I was only in the water for 6 minutes When Antwan walked into the bathroom with a towel on he opened the curtain in came in with me he began to wash my body I slowly looked him in his eyes he started kissing me on my neck he stopped the water in sat in it while I sat on top of him he bended me over in began to stroke it in Antwan always hit the right spots he let it sit inside me while he began to put hickeys over my neck & breast I started dozing off so we took our shower then went to sleep .my phone began to ring Tink - Treat Me Like Somebody It Was Sarah She Didn't Even Want Nothing She Texted Me GoodMorning I Put My Phone on silent in hugged Antwan while he still was sleep . We woke up around 1:00 his phone sounded off playing Drake Believe Me . I Checked His Phone An Unknown Number Had Texted It Said ,"Wassup New Bae ". I Showed Antwan The Message He Rolled His Eyes In Said You Text Her . I Replied Back With Laughing Emojis
Messages
Unknown : Wessup New Bae😘
Antwan : Wessup Hoe Me & Fahima Here💑
Unknown: Oh So You Fw That Ugly Hoe Tell Her Its Candy 💦 Dont Let My Name Fool Ya Cause It Ain't Shit Sweet This Way 👊😂👿
We Busted Out Laughing At Candy In Put Her On Block She Ain't Shit Just Tyrna Find Some Niggah To Plot On So She Can Make Him Pay That Child Support . Smh Me and Antwan Cooked Some Eggs , Pancakes & Sausages I Didn't Even Know His Black Self Could Even Cook I Was Smacking I Didn't Even Care Me And Dude Got Comfortable Around Each Other I Checked The Date Tomorrow Was Our 2nd Anniversary I Texted Caroline In Said Sarah Mom Is Taking Us Out Today So I Spend Another Night With Him 💑. He Put On A Twerk Song I Started Dancing In He Grabbed Me From Behind In Joined Me I Stopped He Turned Off The Music In Looked Him In His Eyes In Told Him Your The Best Thang That's Ever Happened To Me Please Don't Leave Me like My Ma Dukes Did You're The Reason I Get Up in smile everyday . he kissed my forehead baby I Wouldn't Leave you for a million dollars your the best girlfriend I've ever had leaving you never been on my mind never will be you bring out the best in me a tear rolled off his cheek I wiped his face in kissed his soft lips in smiled . He Knew I Was Hurt