A Thin Line Between Love And Hate

3Yrs Later

Iam Now 15 I Attend School At Chrison High In Chicago Today Is The First Day Of 10th Grade Yr My Best Friend Sarah Picked Me Up in Her Car In We Headed Off To School We Got Out The Car In Was Sitting Outside On The Bench While People Where Eating Some Nasty Ass Soup For Break Fast Last Year This Girl I Was Beefing With I Stole Her Man His Name Drake When You Talking Bout LightSkin In Sexy Yes He Got Money & Body For Days I'm Sitting on Facebook in here
The girl Was walking up stepping out of this station wagon me and Sarah started joking on ole girl she mean mugged me in I blew a kiss at her she yelled ,"Bitch" In I Said Yo Moma Laughing . She Tryed To Turn Around in Come At Me But Sarah Stood Between Us I Laughed In She Just Walked Off Candy Ain't Nothing But A Stuck Up Hood Rat That Can't Find Her Real Baby Daddy ! The Bell Rung So Me And Sarah Started To Walk To Our Classes I Blew Her A Kiss In Said Have A Good Day . Here I Go Walking Into The Cass I See This Fat Lady At Her Desk Yelling Take Your Seats I Looked At Her Like She Got A Problem In Sat Down Then This Fine Boy Name Antwan Walked Through The Door In Caught My Eye I Started Smiling Hard As Hell Then He Sat Beside Me I Turned My Head As If I Didn't See Him He Tapped On My Desk In I Turned Around In Said Wessup He Smiled In Ask Did I Have A Pencil I Looked At Him In Said Yo Moma Can't Afford For You To Have Own He Said Yes But I Want Yours . I Rolled My Eyes In Smiled In Gave Him A Pencil He Smiled In Said Thank You Lil Ma I Just Smiled In Acted As If I Was Tyring To Pay Attention To My Work . The Whole Time I Watched Him Out The Corner Of My Eye He Had The Cutest Smile The Bell Rung He Followed Me To My Locker In Said Wessup I Laughed In Said Not You he then said wassup lil ma my name Antwan what's yours Fahima why want you want ? He looked at me in said I'm not tyrna hurt you lil ma I just like what I see ever heard at love at first sight well when I look at you I see it a lot I seen you looking at me in class today don't hesitate I know you like me I looked at him embarrassed in said yeah I might do but ion Finna let you hit Iknow you see my poking you Think you can just talk all sweet stuff in my ear so you think you can hit it in leave it aha I'm good . Antwan grabbed me in shook his head lil ma im not even tyrna take it there with you I just want to get to know you you seem like a nice girl can I get your number . I grabbed a pice off paper in wrong my number down
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Thanks I'll Hit You Up When I Get Home . I Just Smiled He Was Cute & Can Dress lol I Think I'm Finna Have My First Boyfriend Sarah Honked The Horn In I Jumped In We Stopped To The Mall It Was My Little Brother Birthday He Was Finally 8 Most Boys Want A Bike He Wanted A Trukfit Shirt We Parked The Car in entered Manhattan It Was The Highest Clothing Store in the mall he lucky ms Caroline Got Money my Moma could never afford this I Picked Up This Red Trukfit Shirt It Rung up to 30$ I Slick Got Mad About The Price I Just Payed For The Shirt In Left . Sarah Laughed In Said Why You Worried Ms Caroline Loaded With Money The Price Should Even Matter To You I Smirked In Said You Right we pulled up at my house in wished my brother a happy birthday he grabbed the shirt not even saying thank you just smiling at it I just laughed I'm glad to see him happy . Ms Caroline Set The Table Up In Put The Candles In The Cake She Asked Me What Did I Want For My Birthday It's Funny Because I Already Made A List Lastnight Of What I Wanted I Pulled It Out in She Began to read it
1• A Sports Car
2• IPhone6+
3• Some Jewelry
4• 2Pair Of Js
5• Can I Have A Boyfriend?

Ms.Caroline Looked At Me In Chuckled OfCourse Honey Anything For You as long As You Be Good & Keep Your Grades Up You Can Have The World I smirked in gave her a hug in said thank you my brother rolled his eyes in laughed in said come on time to blow the candles out we are the cake Sarah Couldn't eat it she's allergic to chocolate so she just ate a slice of his pizza I finished up my food in kissed my little brother forehead in said Happy Birthday In Went Up Stairs To My Room In Layed Down With Sarah I Looked In My Purse In Checked My Phone I Had 5 Messages From Antwan

"Wassup ? "
"Ayee ma? "
"So it's like that 😏?"
"You can't even speak to a Niggah dang ?"
"Iknow you see my messages !!😭"

Sarah said girl who blowing you up like that lol I smiled in showed her the messages in said this sexy boy name Antwan that's in my class she said my cousin Antwan ? Brown ? Lol yes him she said oh you better treat my cousin right he already been through enough I looked confused in said what you mean ? She said ask him yourself so I replied back to him
Messages:
Me: I'm sorry I was out with my homegirl
Antwan : it's okay lil ma wyd?
Me: watching tv tell me about yourself

Antwan: Well My Name Antwan I'm 15 I Stay In The Commons Just 3 Blocks Away From The School My Dad Died In A Gang Shoot Out When I Was 2 I Stay With My Mom She Sick From Cancer In I Don't Really Got Nobody But I Work At McDonald's That's How I Stay Looking Fresh . What About Yourself ?

Me: That's Sad I'm sorry But I Was Adopted By This White Lady My Mom Walked Out On Me in my brother when I was 11 My Dad I Never Knew Him I Really Ain't Got No Family All I Have Is My New Foster Mom Ms.Caroline In My Brother.
Antwan: Dang I'm Sorry To Hear That Lil Ma  You Strong I Can Tell . But Since It's Friday Can We Link Up Tonight ? No Funny Shit I Just Wanna Chill
Me: Alright Lol What's Your Address Fool ?
Antwan : 2000 Commons Apt3
Me: Alright Omw
Sarah You Think You Can Drop Me Off To Antwan House ? Yeah Girl We Walked Down The Stairs I Asked Caroline Could I Go To Sarah's House Can't Have Her Thinking I'm Being Grown . She Said Sure To I Happily Walked Outside We Got in the car in headed to Antwan's crib I looked surprised  at the apartments I thought it was some cheap lil project house back where I use to stay . I thanked Sarah for the ride in knocked on Antwan door he opened it in said , wassup lil ma I didn't think you would show up *rolls eyes * boy hush he walked me in the house he must of cleaned nice before I came I walked in his room in I offered  myself a seat on his bed he pushed me laughing said yo seat on the floor ma I looked at him in said you got me fd up he said I'm just playing ma B.e.t was on my favorite song by dej loaf was on me and you Hennessy Antwan began to dance on my lap in took off his shirt all I could do is small his body is so fine he got a tattoo tatted loyalty on his chest he grabbed my hands in told me to dance on him I started to grind slowly on him he grabbed my waist as I danced lord Antwan was turning me on I laughed in stopped he said why you stopped ma ion never had a dance like that before .