You know what the problem with being happy is? It's always going to end. You're never going to be happy forever. And that sucks.
I'm not talking about the "happiness" you get from being high. That's totally, 100% different. When you're high, you aren't happy, you're just HIGH. And sure, you can feel "happy" when you're high, but honestly from my experiences I'm just numb. Which sometimes is the best thing for me. (ik it's not, but its the easiest thing sometimes)
What even is happiness? How do you know when you're happy?
Right now, am I happy?
Answer: No.
But do I feel happy?
Answer: No.
But do I want to be happy?
Answer: No.
Interpret that however you wish.
Peace out my hoes,
-Kat
P.S. I am totally high right now (as if that explains anything)
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That's it. It's all over.
SonstigesBasically random pieces of writing taken from things i'm struggling with in life. ~Trigger warning~ self harm abuse drugs (writing chapter by chapter so not all parts contain this)
