it has been two whole months . two . but here i am crying my eyes out sitting on my bedroom floor looking through the box he gave me . countless polaroids , tons of letters but mostly polaroids .
*flashback*
' y/n baby look what i got '
' what baby ' i put my book down and walked towards him
he pulled out a polaroid camera , i furrowed my eyebrows because i had no idea why he wanted a polaroid because we never talked about it
' if you're wondering why i got it , i just wanted to take some pictures of us , you know , make some memories and wanted to be cute eventhough we already are ' he grinned
i chuckled , he always liked to be like those cliche couple so i gave in and guess what we did ? took pictures all day long .
*present time *
there were too many things that reminded me of him but i couldn't make myself get rid of all these things . it held memories . memories i can never take back because two months ago , my life turned upside down ....
*flashback*
i was sitting on my couch waiting for daniel to come back from the studio , then my phone started ringing
' h-he-hey y/n , you home ? ' i can hear sobs through the phone
' yeah corbyn ,whats wrong ? what happened ? '
i already had a bad feeling about this call
' i- i- im so sorry y/n but daniel died in a car accident , he was pronounced dead half an hour ago ...' and i was right . and right at that moment my world felt dark . daniel was the only person who made earth a better place , i almost took my own life one day but daniel was there to tell me all the reasons to live but he was the only reason i am alive . his death eventually took a huge toll on my life , i had sleepless nights , losing a lot of weight , not leaving my room , just lying in bed all day . the rest of the boys would always try and comfort me but nothing worked and slowly they knew not to disturb me
*present time*
but i am in a better spot now , i have been gaining back my weight , gotten more sleep and definitely going outside more but there's still times when i would glance at the box and every memory comes back to me , it's like it never left . sadness consumes me but it didnt affected me as much because its all just in my head , i knew daniel did not want me to keep moping around for too long and if i did , he would be upset and so for him , i started to improve on my mental health .
i put back all the stuff in the box and shove it in my closet
i looked up at the sun outside . it was shining extra bright today looking down on everyone and i knew he was looking after me from there
' i missed you dani but i know you're in a better place , i am always going to continue being happy for u and always will continue taking polaroid pictures , i love you daniel james seavey '
i whispered lightly to the sky and it glowed , knowing daniel would still always be there for me.
YOU ARE READING
why dont we imagines (:
Fiksi Penggemar✧ its my first ever book so i hope i dont get judged for the way i write :) ✧ this book is basically cute / sad / funny imagines i write of the boys !
