Becoming a Stat

pheromones and hormones

Black was the first thing I saw when I was born....
& And school was the next I hated first, writhing and falling asleep in class can't focus on work to caught up on home my brother and school that can't, ugh Im so frustrated playing detective
What's to that shorty
Was the words that brought me up out my sadness and it was Marie Williams
A lil too hot for a sweater?(but damn she look good in it)🤤
Noo, it's cold as hell in here
Mhmm
Did you ever find a date?
(I'm hoping you ask me!) nah it's a waist of time
It's not if you not asking somebody☺️
(Can I take you?🥴) I meannn
You meann, if you spit some game then maybe somebody might say yes
(Bitch you!) But I can't face rejection
Or you too scared??
With that lil sarcastic ass question that made me not wanna talk anymore.
If you help with my homework cus obviously it seems you know what you doing then I gotchu on that date.
(Why you keep persisting this dance like you want some meat or sumn?)
Come to my crib after school
(She want the meat fsso🤣,God might have answered my prayers)
I'll see wassup
That whole day I couldn't stop thinking about am I really about to loose my virginity to my crush and we be together and we get married and have kids like my heart pumping fast and hard like how I'm gonna be when im that cootie🤦🏾‍♂️😭, I'm wrong for thinking this right now

It's the third period and I'm already nervous asf because Im really about to become a man.
Classes seemed like they took forever to get through but it's 3 and school is out as soon as I get outside I find Marie surrounded by everybody I walk out into the quad and hear her shout my name like the hood she from
All eyes on me was clear as day walking up to her her smile was as pretty as ever she locked arms with me and walked to her house

On that lil walk we she asked me how my brother was doing I told that he's fine and better but one thing I do know is she talks alot but I'm okay with that having the company of a crush is hard especially when you not tryna have your print showing her perfume smell Soo good if strawberries was a person she'd be perfect to be it.as I look the other way I saw a red charger speeding down the street coming straight at us but come to a jerk with the tinted windows right at my face I knew the car but who owned it just bloods hanging around it. The window rolls down and Corey is sitting there looking at me with intent to almost kill me
Hey Daddy
What you doing with my daughter lil nigga
(TF!)

Daddy he's just helping with homework
Mhmmhmmm
I'll cut yo balls off Lil nigga
I ain't Neva been scared anything but this nigga a whole different type of scary the stories I heard about him, ain't no telling what he might do to me if I hurt his daughter , Deadman Deadman yeah Des Mee! I might need to go go
Kamil come on what you just standing there for?
Mybad, see you Corey
I could feel his glare behind my back
As I enter the house it's smelt like purfume, chicken, and old people
The house was loud a but until I came into the house it was 30 people in both living room and dining room
An older woman in her 40s shouted out asking about my mother I just told her she been at work and said hi
We walked to the back of the house and walk downstairs to her room
It was like 10 dudes sitting in the basement all in they 20s smoking weed, guns trap music I swore I'd think her house was a trap house everybody had they own lil area
Marie who is this lil nigga? One dude spoke out from the rest
Tall darkskin with short dreads I'd almost thought he was loc Dogg from Boyz in the hood
This just my friend from skool chill
We walk past another group of people testorone was heavy in there (learnt that in sex Ed class)
Finally we reached her room not to small or big it was perfect nice bed, pink and purple but mostly red u know it look likes if she was in college like them Instagram models but needless to say I wanted to eat her up so badly
I sat on her bed and just looked at her
Damn them brown eyes could catch anybody's attention but it's just mines it caught for now
When she turned and looked at me she had a frown but almost embarrassment and she was about to cry when I noticed she was looking at I could've cried too...