Becoming a Stat

whose blood?

Pain and hatred ain't the word that sums up my emotions right now the only thing that's keeping me calm is Marie looking cute but her face not matching what I'm thinking we pull up to the school and I'm in a rush to get out the car but I feel a tug on my jacket Corey with his arm stretched to me with a gun in hand
Why are you giving me this?
Cus you need protection, uono who could be watching you, but what if I get caught
Its your life or the schools nigga get a G.E.D, had to swallow that bc what he was saying was true.
Walking in to school knowing that a got a gun was worst thing to be doing I could be expelled without that offer.
All day I had to walk with pain without the help of Marie or Jay
Im just noticing he been M.I.A
I finally get that text from my mom did I make it to school
But that wasn't the least of my concerns because I just overheard some people talking about how they cousin shot dead a drug dealer that was harassing they neighborhood.
Now I gotta have words with lil bruh cus he might lose a cousin Tonite.

Jermaine was his name, short chubby kid snack on any and everything I did get words outta him, man you can't tell niggas shit without them ratting you out and talking too much but it's over with now, I call up Corey in the boys bathroom telling him we going back there Tonite cus I'ma get me, but Corey calls me instead
Yo! He gotta get dealt with
No, because what if it's the wrong person wait and you'll get yo turn
Nah I know who it is, I got word on who
Then who?
I kind of stumbled uhh
Bro get back to class , and stop worrying
But cor- beep beep beep.
Ugghhh, I'm sick of this shit tired of mfks telling me what to do
I guess I gotta become my own man at a young age.

I called my granny to come pick me up to chill with her so later that night niggas was gone have to die.
Went outside to get info and I knew some niggas was out today ain't no reason for nobody not to be, head to the cornerstore were knew info was hot got there and spotted keshawn, I used to play basketball with him when I was younger
Wtw Cuhh, shiid Nunn what you out here for
Shiid just chilling Ina hood, I got word that a weedman was selling outchea
Nah,dude got hit up
By who?
Marko
the darkskin dude with the tattoos on his face and the fat ass grill, he was talking about it alllll day
All day huh (he ain't gone be talking no longer) igh right on
And as I knew the streets know and see everything

I waited 4hours til it hit dark the streetlights was on and was pretty dark for iono what reason
But walked up to the light post
And waited
And waited...and waited by now my granny should notice I'm gone
But before I leave I hear footsteps in the distance I pull out my gun and aimed gunfired twice faw faw! Eardrums ringing a little all I hear is a body drop and I had caught my first body
I ran over to see who it was but who I saw was the wrong person.
Jermaine was the one that took the two bullets arm and stomach all I did was just stand there and watch him die reach his arms out to me for me to save him but I didn't care I had to lose all emotion and focus but never did I think that I'd shot a kid man.

In the distance I hear a car coming driving fast in my direction it was a black charger and guess who hopped out Marko so I waited in the bushes
The next thing I did was I knew I couldn't forgive myself I poked my gun at Jermaine wounds and he screamed loud asf so I got Marko's attention

I waited for him to approach
In three...

Two....

One...
FAW! FAW! FAW! Gunshots went flying in the air I hit em one time in the back he running back to his car but I'm right behind him fired two more Faw! faw! After that I knew he was dead my ears rang again like the sound of victory for a minute vengeance felt good but it was a bitter Sweet thing it felt good to get back but at the cost of a another life
I ran as fast as possible to my granny house scared as ever cop cars zooming in my direction speeding to the scene that was over when I left from it.
A cop car speeding down the street in my direction I had to stop running because now I might be suspicious I threw the gun in a nearby sewer and walked slowly with my head down but karma a bitch because the cops pulled up on the curb so now I had to raise my hand above my head cus now I'm really in trouble
Put your hands above your head!
Today might be the day I get locked up.