Becoming a Stat

A line to cross

Another murder and death I had to witness because of me and the action's of others.

I couldn't react because of an emotion I hadn't felt in a long time...Fear, all I could do was stand there and freeze everyone in shock with a dead relative bleeding on the floor blood painted the hardwood floor
Not even Jalen dropped a tear.

We knew he was dead but we called the cops anyways. All that's left is the people in this house and no one could get in or have the privilege of getting out the mess we was cursed with.
When the ambulance came he was was pronounced dead but we already knew that.
Momma decided we stay at granny house can't live in a house with broken windows and doors.

On the way there I just kept thinking how the fuck this came about.

So with intent I ask my mother.

Momma. What happened to pops before he got killed.

Well, if u really wanna know then I guess I'll have to tell you the full story, of how we met and how everything came to shit.

As you know I'm Jamaica, born but not raised your grandmother decided to move to America hoping for better but it was only the same. I grew up in the streets
Of both Jamaica and America. I went to middle school here the one you go to and that's were I met your Dad. We were good friends from a distance because I was shy. We went to the same high school together and that's when y'all young people say I'ma "shoot my shot"
Don't do that please.
Ok but your Dad was kind of a cornball he wasn't very good at talking to girls but he was cute and pulled it off. He didn't get into the streets until his Dad your grandfather put him out there and Corey alongside with him because they grew up together literally in the same household.
And then I got involved with him his dealings, business purposes, selling drugs or what not. We had money and then Ahmad came along and so did you. but there was one person he made a deal with and it...cost him his Life.
Who was this person that cost him his Life?
Was it Corey how come he still breathing and my pops not
Kamil it's too much for you to know
(Damn with this shit again)
I couldn't do nothing but just bite my tongue.
We got to granny house. I didn't wanna say a single word to nobody I couldn't take this shit of not knowing anything. But I got other matters to attend to because so happenedly I'm in enemy territory and they know I'm the one who killed Jermaine and Marko
And Big Joe probably already know I'm over here.
But surprisingly I get a text from Jay saying he wanna play 2k
It seem like he still don't know nothing but one day he'll find out

Me and Ahmad got our own room at Granny's so we get to the room and chill out for a bit
But Ahmad had something on his mind and I knew it was something
Kamil.
Huh?
I need you to understand something, what says to protect you, not to hide you, because there are people who are after us or whatever pops did we gotta deal with it. So we can't trust nobody from now on no matter who it is dawg.

I gotchu.

Good cus I'm ready to go out sleep.

Igh.

After 2 hours of laying in bed trying to sleep I couldn't, so I got up and went to the back porch
Say outside to look at the sky as usual
But again more shit happens
I here some noises from the front sounding like people arguing
I crept to the front and see Big Joe talking to somebody but I can't tell who it is
So I creep around the front a lil closer and who I see was one of the mofos that shot up my house
But I can't put my people's in danger so I gotta ear hustle my ass off.
Big Joe- so you telling me that you couldn't kill one kid but u got some coke feeling mfk
Nigga I'll kill you myself

Nah joe see he was on the other side

Then you should have got an angle on his ass nigga!

Head back to Corey shit before I have to murder yo ass myself.

Now I know why mfks catching me lacking it's because it's a snake in the garden.