Becoming a Stat

Out of sight out of mine

Get on the ground now!
Got on the ground and but was slammed on the car
Now where TF you think your going boy? Huh?
Aye Kamil, yo wtf you doing with the police
This does not concern you nigger get in the house
But a deep voice like thunder spoke I couldn't see him but he came so quiet and suttle that I got scared myself he came up to the cop with a gun on to his head
I suggest you let him go because it'll get real ugly for you
The cop uncuffs me not a word spoken again afterwards
And before be left he was told to tell no one
I look down with blood on my shoes but smeared cus of the wet grass
I turn around and it's navy blue joe probably the oldest Crip I knew tall guy muscular as hell bench pressed everyday in the pen, when I stood up I was like a midget compared to him.

Wyd over here son,
Just over my granny house
Coming from the store
But the store is the direction you going in
I meant going to the store my bad
I couldn't move shit
But he ain't trip I stepped down the street and went inside my granny house, changed clothes, threw the bloody ones away, and went to sleep hoping to forget everything that happened that night I don't think God wanna hear for what I gotta say two people's blood are on my hands and those stains will never leave until the day I die.

I woke up and slipped school
Stay out of sight and keep of mines, every thirty seconds I was looking out the window, from the back porch I hear people talking of a young boy and man shot killed last night around the times of 10-12am, wondering whether someone saw me or not
I step outside to get some air
Boom somebody walking up toy porch
Kamil
Wassup ke'
Did u hear about lil Jermaine and Marko
Yeh,
Don't nobody know who did it, but them cops looking for evidence, but u know police ain't really looking they just put there to look important
(If only he knew)
And then the crazy part is they was related to Jay u know the dude we went to elementary school with
(Fuck) and Jay related to blue navy joe
(Aww shit) mfks bout to die tonight
Did they say they knew who did it
Yeah, but they ain't saying names though I guess they wanna keep it Inna low for now
Right bruh thanks for the heads up
I'm in deep shit now, he was looking at me funny when I left
As soon I reach for my phone I see a text from Jay saying his cousin got killed
I didn't even reply because my heart in my ass
And I'm losing breathe, I need to get my asthma pump
Baby what's wrong, my granny in her night gown but she look like she in her 50s, silver in a bonnet , house shoes and toes on 10.
Nunn granny just a bad dream is all
A nightmare coming to reality
Ate brunch grabbed my bags and stuff told granny I'm taking the bus home and left fast, I called up Corey but he not answering his phone so I hit up Marie
But she can't answer either when I see her ass posting shit
I can't stop sweating on the bus tired and weak , I feel a little sick
And dizzy too
People on the bus looking at me funny as if I'm on drugs
And the least person I would like to see on my way home was Jay.

I could hear my heart pounding out my ass cheeks cus man Jay can pick up on shit , I had to play it Kool and not seem out of it
Jayy! , You str8??
Nahh bruh somebody shot my lil cousin man
Who?
They don't know who did it but my lil cousin man, he not even 10 and they killed him. When I find out who did this I'ma make sure everybody they love or hang around gone get dropped me and my unc already planning on it cus I know it was them bloods.
Jay that ain't the way bro
Nah! It is cus the streets always taking something from me now it's my turn to do sumn
(I think I just started another gang war).

We get over to my crib and just chilled in my room just sitting while the room is still with regret and vengeance again
I notice hay peeping a box full of money but don't attempt to approach it. Not but two mistakes I did caused something greater
I get a call from Corey but I ain't want Jay to see it so I hurry up and went to the bathroom
And I answered
Hello?
Yo did u go back to that spot!?
No.
...you did lil nigga u know what trouble you caused around here man,it ain't been shut happening over for 2 years now and you went and fucked that up!! Do you hear me! I swear foh God I should kill you myself I told u not to do anything and now look what mess we in.
Look,
Bye I'll see you tonite
Boop!
I had to walk in the room like nothing happened
Yo who was that calling? Marie
U hit yet?
Lol close big dawg
Dammnn what happened
The least I could do was talk to my boy and have a good time  before all hell breaks loose.