It feels like I've been sat on the windowsill for hours, the sun has gone down and come back up already, nobody has come to see how I am, which I'm quite thankful for but also I wonder why ashton hasn't come to see me. He always comes to see if I'm okay when things get like this.
Lately I've been sad a lot, no one has realised because they rarely see me. I wake up in the morning and go out until late that night. I like to find places that are away from everything and everyone. Ashton, well, he's different. He makes me happy a lot. In fact he's the only person that makes me happy at the moment. Back in Australia I was hardly ever sad. Now it's like a hobby.
"Can I come in?" I heard a voice say.
"Clearly you already are"
"Touché"
I remained on the window sill, looking outside.
"You're sad again"
"You're right"
"Come with me"
"You'll have to ask Michael first"
"I don't have to ask Michael about anything"
"If it involves me then you probably do. I am a child after all"
"No you're not"
"To everyone else I am"
"Fuck them, fuck what you are to anyone else, to me you're not, that's all that matters right"
"I guess"
"Now come with me"
"Where are we going?"
"Do you really care?"
"..no"
Ashton grabbed my hand and pulled me down the stairs and waited for me as I tied my shoes. Just as we were about to leave I got a rush over my body and started swaying.
"You okay?"
"Uh, yeah"
We shut the door behind us and started walking down the road. A rush of blackness went over my body again and I grabbed the nearest wall.
"Maisy? What's wrong?" Ashton said panicking.
"Nothing ash, I'm fine"
We sat down on the wall for a moment to make sure I was okay.
"Here again? My wall must be pretty comfy then"
I turned around to see Ella stood behind us.
"Um hiya, sorry we were just leaving"
"It's all good"
Ashton coughed next to me.
"Oh um, Ashton this is Ella"
"Hi" Ashton said
"Hiya, I've heard a lot about you Ashton"
"Really now?" Ashton says cocking his eyebrow up at me.
Fuck not like that, he thinks I've told her about what we've done.
"Ella we've got to go. See you soon"
"Okay bye!"
Ashton grabbed my hand and dragged me down the street into an alley.
"What the fuck have you told her Maisy"
"Nothing Ashton fuck!"
"Clearly you have, she better not call the cops Maisy I swear to god"
"You know what, you're just like Michael. I knew it, you think I'm gonna tell somebody about us 4 robbing that place aswell"
He stayed silent.
"Exactly, now there's not one person who trusts me to keep the secret. I might aswell not have done it with you, I still would've been happy in Australia if I hadn't if robbed that place with you. You were the only person I had left Ashton, don't you dare say you think I can't be trusted either" I whisper wiping away a tear.
Ashton remains silent.
"I'm done with th-"
Ashton grabs my face and presses his lips against mine, pushing me against the brick wall of this alley, and with that all my sadness had gone.
so yeah
