Falling Apart - One Direction fanfic

Chapter Eleven - Just Kiss Me Already

Jessica's P.O.V.

I felt happy as I skipped around the room, trying to get ready for the day. Everything was so clear now, I know what I want. That kiss changed everything and now I can't wait to tell Louis how I feel about him. I quickly finished my breakfast and almost ran to the car waiting to take me to the arena. With a huge smile I walked in to the dressing room but to my surprise it was empty. And most of our things weren't there either. Weird. I heard someone talking in another room and I lit up when I realised it was Louis. Suddenly I heard him saying my name and I just had to listen to what he was saying. I know it's wrong but I couldn't help it.

"What's...with Jess?" He was talking to Caroline. I couldn't hear everything they said but most of it made sense.

"I kissed her yesterday." He mumbled. They were quiet for a while. Louis waited and I waited for Caroline to have a fit.

"You did WHAT!?" She exclaimed. Then she started yelling at him, telling him to stay away from me, that he was stupid and all sorts of things.

"I know." He mumbled in agreement. "But I... help it."

"Couldn't help it!? We... know... lead nowhere."

"I know it was wrong. I'd just... with Naomi. I was hurt, I needed... Jess was there. And it just happened." I started tearing up as he said those words. "I shouldn't have kissed her. I... hurt and it was wrong." I couldn't listen to him anymore. I hurried to a bathroom before anyone could see me crying.

Louis' P.O.V.

"And it was wrong... But Caroline, I've never had a kiss like that. She's amazing, she's beautiful, kind, caring and just incredible. It felt so right and simply perfect." Caroline looked at me with concerned eyes. She sighed with a small smile.

"I knew this was going to happen." She chuckled. "I told her to stay away from all of you but I knew it."

"I'm sorry." I smirked.

"No, I'm sorry." She grinned. "Because you're the one who has to talk to the others and tell your management." She started laughing as I froze.

"Thanks for reminding me. Really, it's so nice of you." I muttered.

"You are more than welcome love." She winked at me and stood up. "Are you excited for Miami then Lou?"

"I'm more excited about spending time with Jess." I smiled and Caroline just rolled her eyes at me.

"Teenage love..."

Jessica's P.O.V.

I felt like shit the next morning. Everything that I promised myself wouldn't happen has already happened. Caroline warned me several times. She told me they would only hurt me and she was right. I don't know why I'm so stubborn all the time but it's just... these guys. Whenever I'm around them I can't think clearly. It's like I'm a different person with each guy and I'm starting to question my sanity. I thought everything would be easy after yesterday, that I finally know what to do. But oh how wrong I was. Now everything is a thousand times more complicated and I'm sitting here with nothing but a confused mind and a broken heart. I don't know why they call it heartbreak though because I feel like every other part of my body is broken too.

"You alright love?" Caroline squeezed my hand as we were sitting in the car. I nodded lightly and forced a smile. I'd been so caught up in all this drama that I'd forgot about the tour and the fact that we're actually going to Miami today. I haven't packed a single thing and I'm nowhere near ready. It's kind of freaking me out that we're leaving in two hours but I'll just have to hurry the fuck up I guess. "You seem distant."