messy

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it's been about three months since the 'incident' with chan.
and three months since i've gotten a good tan and not been stressed out constantly because of school, but that's besides the point. i haven't said one word to him. felix on the otherhand, i've made up with. i don't know how i feel about him. i just like his company. we have a lot in common, we both like video games and fashion, and we share a mutual love for rice cakes. over summer after we cleared things up, we hung out a lot. always his house, never mine. i always told him it was too dirty and poor, which he always laughed at and disagreed with. if only i could tell him the truth.
even though i have a good friendship with felix, and don't get me wrong, i'm happy about it, the secret i shared with chan has been weighing me down. i'm anxious every moment, because any second he could expose me. the only interactions i've had with him are when i go over to felix's (and even then he's almost never home) or in my last period science class. ever since school has started i've been hardcore avoiding him, but it's kinda difficult when he sits three seats away from me while we do chemistry experiments. and yuri's imput hasn't been any better. i never told her about that night because ahe would never believe it. i didn't even tell her that i slept over. she has insane jealousy issues and i would probably be dead if i told her. yuri's constant talk of chan has been annoying me, though. it's been about three months since the pool party when she actually talked to him, and now it's november and they haven't spoken a word to eachother.
beeep!
beeep!
beeep!
"ughh," i groan, rolling onto my side to turn of that bitchass alarm clock. "i can't wait for winter break," i mutter to myself. my outfit is boring, just a sweater and some baggy pants. my hair is in two little braids and i slip on my obsidians.

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