when the flowers die || l.s

sunflower

ever since that day

harry never left my side

he always comforted me

cared for me

watched movies with me

ate pancakes with me

he's always there for me

even though i had lost my grandma

he never failed to make me smile

he's an angel

let's go out, harry

i can't stand weeping

all day

i suggested

sure

where to?

he asked, putting on a t-shirt

that's a surprise for you,

mister

i winked

o-okay..

thus we began our journey

he kept asking me where

we were headed

but i kept quiet the whole ride there

the sunflower farm!

lou i've always wanted to go here

he jumped in excitement

once we arrived

i wanted to bring you here

the other day before nana passed...

i said

holding back my tears

it doesn't matter

at least we're here now

he took my hand and we

trudged along the sunny pathway

we had the best time together

all laughs and love in the

sunflower scented air

i bought him a stem and he loved it

he always loves the

flowers i give him

i'm gonna need a bigger vase

for this sunflower

he laughed

i smiled warmly

sunflowers remind me of you,

harry

i caressed his cheek

they're so

brightly yellow

and happy

and tall

and lanky

just like you are

he could feel his cheeks

redden

i am not lanky!

he pouted

i smiled fondly

whatever you are

you'll always be you

my harry

i pecked his right temple

and then his left

then his nose

forehead

chin

and finally,

his lips

his lips that were oh so familiar

i love you

he whispered, barely audible

the feeling's mutual,

harry

i love you too

i kissed his soft

chocolate curly hair

his hair that felt like

what i imagine an angel's hair

would feel like

after all,

he is an angel

my only angel.