when the flowers die || l.s

petunia

lou, i need to tell you something

he said as he took the

petunia flower

from me

sure, what's up?

i questioned

a bit worried as

his eyebrows furrowed

i'm going on a trip to

australia

he pursed his lips

that's great!

why don't you look happy?

i searched for an answer

in his eyes

's just that...

i want you to come with me

he smiled

but soon his smile dropped

because of my reply

i'd really love to come but

i can't, harry

i have to take care of my sisters

and nana's garden...

i'm so sorry-

i began to panic a little

no, no...

nevermind

's alright

maybe next time?

he gave me a small smile

definitely

i promised

how long will you be gone for?

i asked

about a week or so

he answered

a frown formed on his lips

i'll miss you so much, lou

please call me everyday

please

he hugged me

i'll miss you too, love

when do you leave?

i asked while fixing his collar

tomorrow

was his answer

oh

that's so soon

i muttered under my breath

do you have to go?

i tried my best to make him

stay

yeah...

something came up, unfortunately

i'm so sorry

he hugged me again

no, love,

don't apologise

's alright

really

have fun on your trip

okay?

i smiled

forcing back the sadness in me

just to make him smile

i don't know if i'll have fun

without you

but i'll try

he returned my smile

okay

you should go pack now

call me before your flight

okay?

i gave him a quick kiss,

turned my heel to the opposite direction

and started walking away

i couldn't let him see me cry

i love you!

he called out

i turned around

and felt my feet control my

whole body

my feet were making me

run back towards him

and then my lips were taking over

my lips were kissing his

as if it was the last time

we would kiss each other

i love you too,

harry

always

stay safe, yeah?

you're the only one i have

i can't handle losing

someone i love again

okay?

i let the tears run down my cheeks

answer me,

harry

promise me,

okay?

i sounded pathetic

but i didn't care

all i cared about was harry

always harry

okay

he promised

his voice a bit hesitant

but i trust him

i always do.