Back stabbing

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*Lotus' P.O.V.*

I'm in shock.

I don't know if it's the drinks messing with my head, or if this really just happened.

"Lottie I don't know what to say..."

I look at Brandon, I feel my eyes watering now, now sitting back up on his bed.

"It's...it's getting darker and darker...what does that mean?!" My mind was completely blank. Not anything I read when I was ten could have prepared me for this.

"It means that he's..." Brandon stutters at the mention of another boy, I know this is awkward for him but I need to know.

"....he's getting closer and closer to you."

I honestly don't know what to do. I had completely forgot where I was. I now hear the music blasting and the alcohol still in my veins.

I get up and hug Brandon.

I don't know what he's thinking when I do, but I do it anyway.

At first he's hesitant, but then slowly he wraps his arms around my waist as mine are around his neck.

I look in his eyes, ours both tear filled, and then I'm off.

I can't sit here and think about what I'm going to do, not in this state. I need to find Ellery.

As I'm walking out Brandon's door, I swear, even over the loud music, I can hear Brandon say something.

"I never stopped loving you."

I don't have time for this, I really don't.

I start down the stairs, trying to hold myself up, realizing I'm still drunk and also that I forgot my drink on Brandon's room.

Whatever.

I'm walking around downstairs, trying to find Ellery, looking everywhere for her. I bump into more then a few people, getting comments about my body, they're nice and if my tattoo wasn't fucking glowing blue then I would react to them.

At this point I've walked around the whole house and I still can't find her.

I make my way back around, near where I was by the stairs and the front door, and then I see her.

She's up stairs, walking into Brandon's room, with the biggest smirk on her face I've ever seen, she closes the door, and that's all I see.

I'm usually not one for inferring things, but I have my right too now.

She's hooking up with my ex boyfriend....that's against girl code!

That is an unwritten law. You just don't do shit like that.

I run out to my car, keys and phone now out of my pocket and in my hand. I get to my car, unlock it and just sit in it.

My head hits the steering wheel, I'm bawling.

I'm not usually this emotional, and I know why am I right now obviously because of how much I had to drink.

Shit.

I'm drunk still.

Fuck it I'm still driving, I can do this.

If Ellery thinks that I'm still going to that concert with her after this, she's out of her mind.

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